iie tot alot about it le...
me and hx...
dun think we could ever be tgt again.

heard two diff stories from diff ppl...
=="

even though there's two story, one from Hx n one from my fren.
but its okay.
i'll believe both. (:

because the stories wont make any different to me any more.

iie cant find the love iie had for hx in hiimx any more..
iie dunno why.
things seems different.
like iie facing another man that is almost like hx but nt hx.
things dont seems like the same any more.
he's no longer seems like the same TO ME any more.
haiis.
oh well...

lets nt talk about this le.

haiis...
feel like iie hab no rights to talk anything about relationship now.
feel like iie dun deserve love or being love at all.
feel like i'll just make another mistake to hurt someone.
feel like, wo bu pei to be loved...
lols.
aiis...
sad...

confident level of certain stuff become damn low sial...
haiis...

cannot cannot!
iie musn't be like this.
if not i'll end up being the one suffering more too.
gotta hab more confident.
i'll never know untill iie TRY~! (:

aiis.
will GAMBATTE YO.

xoxo, Jasmine