Today is one of those day that the pain my my heart increases...
i'm gonna die soon...

never knew it would be so painful...
iie am nt lying...
iie am saying this just so tt ppl can pity miie...
iie am saying just so that someone would come and save miie...
iie realli can't hold on any more...
i'm gonna snap soon...
i'm in pain and in need of help...
iie need hiimx....

iie realli hab so much iie wanna ask...
so much iie wanna know...
so much iie wanna say...
so much iie wanna express....

iie wan hiim to happy...
but why am iie so sad about it...
every time iie heard his name, a knife would stab through my heart...
it hurts...

iie turely want hiimx to happy dehhx...
realli realli...
but, why does it still hurts miie so much?...
knowing that he's happy hurts me but at the same time i'm happy for hiimx...
when will this kind of mix feeling end...
iie can't stand this any longer...

i'm going crazy...
save miie.....