Today went school~....
last night 3 plus then manage to fall aslp...
then 5.40 wake up...
cried myself to sleep again...
everything just happened and changed so fast...
iie wish iie can turn back time and just stayed as frens...
so nth between us would change...
or izzit that iie have never belonged there dehhx...
i'm so dam depress now...
haiis....

today when iie reach school, iie saw hiimx...
fell happy seeing hiimx...
but at the same time, sad...
realli wan to look at hiimx...
but can't bring myself to...
as my heart would hurt just by looking at hiimx...
iie wan to ask hiimx...
why did he block miie from MSN?
does he realli hate miie that much that we can't even be frens?

i wanna be able to talk to hiimx again...
and to be able to look at hiimx from afar and wait for hiimx to notice miie like always...
iie wanna be right beside hiimx...
iie wanna be able to share his joy and even sadness...
iie wanna be able to laugh with him again...

when will iie ever recover?...
please let miie recover faster...
or please let miie forget...
iie don't wanna remember anything....

Wee Teng they all advice miie to accept Wee as he's realli a very nice guy...
iie actually told them iie have no confident if iie can accept hiimx that fast...
then they ask miie just slowly try...

today when ever iie say something reminds miie of Hx, they all kinda get siian diao...
lolx...
hear till siian le maybe~...
hahas...
as iie last time also keep complaining iie miss Hx....

Tml wen qiang's coming School le bahhs~
remember him telling miie that he today come back but tml go school...

after school went AMK hub walk walk...
siianx...
wasted alot of money~
iie wanna save $$ dehhx!
from $40 now left $20+...
*bang wall bang table*
think tml after school iie go find CP go study bahhs...
if nt later waste alot $$ again...