Have you ever had this feeling that u're realli happy and blessed but...
you knew things will never last like this for long?...

I'm happy now, realli happy.
I hab great frens.
I hab ppl who care & love me.

but i know this will not last for long.
When school reopens.
it's gonna fade away again.
frens quarreling and telling me "sorry, this frenship can never be like how it used to be during the holidays."

someone told me i'm just simple minded thinking.
or smth...
for thinking about these...
but...
it did happen before right?...



















Today was late for work training again.
damn it.
Reach there i totally lost.
then edbert come fetch me.
but we kinda lost each other location as my prepaid went out of money.
damnit.
then i use information counter de phone call him.
=X

as i waited, i saw my Pri school fren, JunHuang.
lols, he grew fat... =X
opps.
xD

after that, i finally meet tio Edbert then went to mark my attendance and took my name tag and meet up with Many & Zoo.
After that we went to hab our breadfast at Mac, edbert joined Mandy, Zoo & me.
hehe, he made new fren~
at first when they ask for his name he like very shy lyk tt sial.
haha, damn cute lahh.
[x

i was like chating with him alot.
as i scare he's the only guy there then he will Paisehh/ feel left out.
so ya...
hahas.
got to know him more though.
hahas.

During training, met a few gurls.
one of them i call Rocker.
damn cool name.
and she' damn outgoing and hyper and frenly that i kinda find her cute.
and somehow, i see a guy who i think he like her.
he's her fren too.
they seems realli happy and close.
so yeah, find them hen peii mahhx.
[x

after that meet mandy n zoo.
then mandy's BF since i 1plus juii come from sengkang and wait for her.
they kinda quarrel though.
but atleast the guy WU XIM come down fetch her and wait for her from 1 plus till 3 plu.

Then Mandy go liao juii left me and Zoo.
so zoo peii wo wait for Edbert then we sat train home.

sat MRT from cityhall, took rebound train back to yishun.
Chat with edbert from cityhall all the way back home.
we like never top talking like tt.
xD

reach yishun mrt station, then wait for another train with Zoo a she' going a Yew Tee.
after that he accompany me home and put my stuff and then went to JW house.
Hx went to JW house stay mahhs.
hahas, so went there join in the fun.
ho ho ho.

then Jw mama damn kind narhh.
and damn power sia.
from JW words, i kinda feel like he love his mama alot alot and dun like to ma fan her becoz of his frens.
so i kinda lie to his mom saying i eat le.
BUT HOR...
he know i lying lehh.
so clever~!!!
>.<
power mother.
li hai li hai~~~

then i eat abit abit only lurhh.
and watch The Happening @ JW house and then 9plu juii went home le.
Edbert sent me home as he need to go home pack stuff n go stay at JW housse too.
so sun bian lor.

got home then bath for very very very long.
damn suang.
then on tv.
saw a stupid last time dehh alien show.
DAMN STUPID LAHH.
but stupid till i kana attrachted.
then forgot to call Hx and tell him i reach home le.
sorry.

actually wanted to call hiim de.
but...
dun wan distrub their BOIIS nights.
so ya...
decided not to.
hope they have fun.






Sorry for the plain post but i'm lazy to put other thing in.
Oh well, that' all for today.
*YAWN*
tired....
Night.

xoxo, Jamine; 12.57, 30 Nov 2oo8

P.S: Boii, can you keep that smile on my face?

Have you ever felt hurt/sad even when the one you love deeply is by ur side?

You know you love him/her.
You know he/she cares about you.
But problem is...
Is he/she your's?

Loving someone means setting her/him free.
And if she/he come back, she/he's yours.
But if he/she didn't, PLEASE JUST GO JUMP DOWN N DIE.
=X

DONT GO KILL URSELF YET.
life is much more than just Steady.
That's when friends & family step in.

if u dont hab frens & family.
kill urself.
=X

but if u think killing urself would make u happier, go ahead.
but keep this in mind, it wont change anything.
Unless, you urself tries to change it.
The only life u can change for a better, is ur own life.
You cant control others, others can control you.
All of the pain n sadness are actually given by urself.
To sit there & complain n thik about the sad things all day.
Or to stand up, move on and make ur life a better place to live in?

hahas, enough of my nagging.
These are all crap.
If u think it's meaningful.
go ahead n listen to it.
Because there's one thing human can never fight againest...
that is, ur own feelings. (:

when its pain, it's pain.
when its sad, it's sad.
when its happy, it's happy.
when its lonel, it's lonely.
no one can change the fact that this feeling exist within them.
no matter how hard one try to move on & ignore, it'll always remain there.
Deep down, you know its there and its hurts.

Time heals wound but it can never remove them.
We all need someone, someone special to come save us.
Someone to pull us out of our misery.
Everyone need that someone.
One can never survive alone.
And that's when LOVE comes in.
And the story goes like a cycle.
=X

FOOK TART.
damn this life cycle.




Today hx called me and i woke up.
thanks fer da morning call.

QUESTION: Wad is the first thing u ever wish for every morning?

well, if it's me,
i wanna be able to hear/see the one i LOVE every morning.
That would be such a blessing. <3
>

The after that, brush teeth n wash face then play game with him.
then after that he prepare & came my house to deliver me my lunch.
THANK THANKS~!!!
Was realli happy~!
(:

He came in, i let the dogs out and he chase them around like little kid.
HAHAS.
damn cute lahhs, you should hab been here to see it.
for that moment, he reminds me of the war3 game: Poke the angry Oger.
xD!!!

After that we sat down n chat while i eat my lunch.
he told me about a cartoon/anime [idk] that he watched when he's young.
wow~!
I LOVE STORY~
hoohoo.
so i sat there listening.
nice nice~!!! (:

after that, all of a sudden, mummy came home.
ho ho ho.
wan dan liao.
mummy was angry to see him in our house.
so Hx went home.
T^T
So sowii~~~
Paisehhs huh.

then quarrel with mummy lor.
then mummy angry, take my line dehhx sim card and fold it into two.
FUCK TART~!
CCB.
now no more free incoming le.
KNN, not like i did anything wrong lyk tt.
he nt even my BF, then she worry till so ni pu.
nosense sial.

some more wan me say sorry to her...
=="
i know i wrong in someway.
but, smth happen in the past that slowly make me stop saying sorry to her liao
this reason like story lyk tt.
and ppl may think its also nosense.
but sorry, idk.
i judge my own life okay, thank you.

so siian lor...
then play com all day after that.

huu huu huu.
my frige finally grow longer liao.
look nicer le.
faster grow longer abit more kay frige? (:

siian, sat i need go work training again...
then 2dec all the way till 5dec got work. -.=

Hao lahhs, i'm bored + tired + lazy.
shall go rest le.
Nights ppl.



Oyasumi.
xoxo, Jasmine; 2.50AM, 27Nov2oo6

P.S: Why am i missing you right now?...
Are you?....

Konbanwa~!

Loving someone who love you
or loving someone who love his friends more then he love you?

Having someone who love you whole heartedly is wonderful.
Having someone who treasure his frens more than you is painful.

Have you ever felt jealousy even for a short moment because he/she love his frens more than he/she love you?...
It's weird & dumb in a way.
But it does happens.

I've always long for a Guy who i love and who love me.
Put me in first place in his heart beside studies or family, never forgets about me/ leave me out on anything & never lie to me.
Like wad we heard in SpiderMan3, "You have to put your wife before you"
smth like tt...


Haiis...
Why wouldnt he?...





Today morning use com watch anime and play Pokemon GBA.
Was waiting for Hx they all to ask me play dota.
Paisehh, i bi jiao buay zhi dong one...
so i only waited.

End up call joe, he say he playing with them liao.
Wha lao...
good lor.
nvm.
suan.
Total disappointment.
But i also buay zhi dong that type, so bo bian...
haiis...

Then 4,43pm, Hx called me.
ask me why never contact him n play game n all.
explain n then he go work so hang up phone liao.

after that Wee sudddenly msn me.
and i tot i deleted him
=X
but i didnt block.
so he still can see me.
he ask me got play FL not and all.
So end up train with him.
9pm, log out FL.
waited for orders.
and went play dota/war3 game with the guys.

If i going in ITE, i might join Mandy's ITE in Bishan.
But i'm thinking of going to a futher ITE to start anew or smth.
i feel like my life is really crashing down.
i love my peaceful life now.
Not much happen.
Partly becoz i choose not to face it.
so yeah.
and so, partly, i HATE my life now.
Too messed up.
Thanks to you lahhs, BASTARD.



When i was younger.
i tot being love by someone and anyone is a blessing.
and steading lots of time wouldnt kill.
But...
true, it's not killing me.
But it's hurting me & torturing me from inside out.
The more you stead the pain slowing accumulate up.
And someday, when the pain is just too much for one to handle it...
slowly, it'll cause side effect...

I notice...
I've been hurt so easily and tries so much in trying to protect myself[heart] from being deeply wounded again.
Maybe, i try a little too hard that...
i kinda lost who i use to be.
i forgot how to love someone whole heartedly, ignoring other pain & only just love that person.
i forgot who am i...
i tried so hard to chang myself, just becoz i tot i wasnt good enough.
just becoz i tot he wouldt be happy with me being just like that.
a dumb, silly and reckless gurl who doesnt think but only do wad my heart say and ignoring all common sense stuff around me.
i tot, being like this wasnt a good GF.
i try so hard to change, try to hard to do a little smth for him.
end up...
all i got was....

NOTHING. (:

i hate guys who are lazy.
they're better off single that way.
How can you say you love someone when u're so lazy to even show it to her?
BULLSHIT.
Fuck whoever who say that, they hab no rights to love someone.
giving reasons like "you know i'm a lazy person and i dont express myself much."
excuses.
fuck tart.

Love can do wonders.
So stop giving excuses.
if you love someone, u'll be willing to do anything.
But there's exception though...
Some ppl who lost trust in love.
Need another to heal it and show him/her that love is not all about pain & lie.
i'm waiting for that someone too. (:
So far, i found none...

I'm tired...
i wish i could find myself back soon.
and recover soon...

Oyasuminasai.

xoxo, Jasmine; 4.02am, 26 nov 2oo6 post.



P.S: My Prince will come one day, someday. <3>

Is it more hurting to pretend you love someone
or is it more hurting to pretend you don't love someone?



















AHHH~!
now i know why i this few years so suay le lahhs~!
yuan lai issh becoz huh, i always use com then sit there do nth then i very bored then my body will shake shake shake like how little kids swing their leg lyk tt lor.
mummy say no wonder this few years i so suay.
all good luck kana shake shake away.
ZHE MO BAN~~~???
T^T Jui Ming Arr~~~





ai yo...
this few weeks i've been struggling to find myself back.
i dun like the way i am now.
i know its natrually me but it's still so not me.
not like me.
i dun like it.



and i noticed when i'm in,love, i will change abit.
or is it becoz of the person i love and wad had happen before so i seems diff infront of my ex.
DAMN...
cannot cannot.
must jai you.
cannot lose myself nor lose to my past.
no way no way~!






this few days rain so much.
everyday also rain de.
alot mosqitoe liao lahhs.
all come bite me...
bit my hand, my shoudle, my neck, even my face and knee cap.
even my butt cheek they also wanna bite.
KNS, stupid mosqitoe.
if they wasn't that tiny, i'll bite them back~!
HUMPH!

but hor, if they very big hor...
i think i will scared lehhs...
like XiaoQiang, this week saw two le.
one will fly one never.
damn suay.
T^T
wo pa xiao qiang~

Wha, i see some ppl blog hor, their HairStyle jap jap dehhx.
Hao cool wor~~~~
i also wan~~~
but i gotta wait for 1 more year for my hair to grow long long again then see how bahhs.
Anyone got good hair Salon to intro not???
kuii ming arr~!!!
>.<"





AHHHH~!!!
CHRISTMAS DAY COMING SOON~!!!
i must rush lots of work le lahhs.
this might be the last christmas i celebrate with my GANS.
so i wanna buy a little smth for everyone of them.
T^T
Jai you shuwei~!!!

Oh yeah, today wake up play War3 wif Hx.
Actually was planning to go his house to go on a mission to steal his Ice-Cream.
but hor, raining nehhs, then kinda late liao.
and i lazy everytime go home at night from khatib all the way to my house alone.
damn lonely and scary and the bus very de very de cold norhhx....
i wonder how Wee manage to send me home and go all the way back Temp alone...
Hao li hai oh...
power of love maybe?
in the past lahhs that is...
=X

9.30pm, played War3 wif Hx again n this time, wif Jw too.
play till 2, 3am then they go slp while i watch Miss No Good in youtube.
ep9 liao, and it's getting better n better.
hoo hoo.

Tml morning still need wake up early and go on mission to steal Hx Ice-Cream.
so i better go slp soon.
(:




GoodNight ppl.
Oyasumi~!

xoxo, Jasmine; 5.10am




P.S: It ain't the same no more.

i guess....
Goodbye are ment to be forever.



Sayonara...
























Yts went to ton at Joe&Jas house wif erzi & Hx.
Went home around 12am plus, dad pick me up then bath n pack bag n all.
then 4am took cab down again.
everyone's nt aslp yet, chat a little then we slowly fell aslp.
9am wake up then chat a lit again then i alone fall aslp back while the others play PS2.
wake up 12pm zun zun.
then chat n play till 1 plus then went to hab brunch @ SunPlaza.
finish food liao went arcad play.
play photo hunt.
hahas.
5 ppl play one machine.
[x




after that raining heavily.
went back yishun then rain too big liao, lazy go home alone so went khatib instead.
went Hx house & bath n chat with him till 6plus.
then went home.

got home, sleep.
9.30pm wake up.
play War3 wif Hx as the other's are all aslp i think.
played Rabbit VS Sheep, Castle Fight, FF8[RPG] & MooMoo.
play castle fight dehhx shi hou kinda cao jia...
but after the game end, everything okay liao.

after MooMoo, Hx tired liao so he go slp.
so i come blog.

Been watching 不良笑花 (Miss No Good) this few days.
now going to watch ep7 le oh~
hahas.
some anime like SkipBeat, Toradora, Macademi Wasshoi also not bad.




*RAWR~!*i'm starving~
If onli i hab a hubby then i can meet him out for supper.
then there will be no more lonely meals for me.
woo hoo~!
[x




Neber mind.
i shall bear with it for now.
my Prince will come one day de.
no rush no rush. (:
i've been single for like 5months le.
2 more weeks to 6month.
and i'm still kinda enjoying it. [x

Wha, someow, i notice i've changed ALOT since i & Hx gt close last year.
DAMN...
i dunno who am i any more le.
even the way i talk also diff le.
some kor say they dun realli see the xiao mei mei in me that much any more.
wo chang da le wor~
like jie jie liao.
T^T i dun want become old lahhs.
i dun care, i dun wan become jie jie, i wan rely on ppl, i dun wan make decision, i wan ppl pei me & make decision for me.
T-T but all these are so unrealitic...
zho mo ban...

i very scared i go ITE next year...
if i go ITE = New school, New class, New classmate, New teacher, New frens, New me, New studies = NO ONE TO PEI WO/ TO RELY ON. T^T
wo pa pa lahhs...
zhe mo ban???...
haiis...
juii ming arr~


but wadever it is, if this is the last christman i'm spending wif my gan family, i wanna make it a happy, enjoyable and unforgetable one. (:





[[_imissyou_]] sounds stupid
[[_iloveyou_]] seems dumb
so that mean, i'm an idiot? [x



xoxo, Jasmine desu.
Oyasuminasai. (:






P.S: Looking back at the photos, i cant help missing you and everything in the past. Time will never turn back & this is how it should be from now on.

Today woke up with a NightMare...
Maybe to some, it's not a nightmare...
but...
it's realli scary...
i'm realli scared...
i dun wan such thing to ever happen.
i hate her.

Sorry ppl, for nt blogging for so long...
Been busy and lazy.
hahas.

haven been going out with gan family recently.
trying to hunt for job n all.
still hab 34 bucks on me only...
>.<
how long can i survive with that?

been feeling really down today.
thanks to that dream i had last night.
i woke up in cold sweat & was breathing damn hard.
i realli panic in that dream...
damn...
i hope that gurl don't appear in my dream again tonight.

i wish my hair could grow faster.
i want it longer~
like how it was before~ T^T

two days ago, was my prom night.
somehow, had fun.
sad thing is never take photo.
lazy.
[x

ytd went hx house.
like always, fought with him.
hahas. pillow fights and all.
muahahas.
bought sushi and shared with Him.
he say next time he get pay he treat me sushi back.
WOOHOO~!
sushi!

been playing dota with him alot too.
and he's still playing FL with me.
even though FL can be so boring sometimes.
even edbert n joe quit it saying it was realli very boring.
i wonder how my other frens in FL chiong their lvl so fast.
hahas.

i'm realli scared that the thing i fear most will happen.
wad r we?
why r we so close when u said u wasnt ready?
wad am i to u?
who am i to u?

i'm starting to burry myself deep down again.
is it a wrong thing to do?
becoz i'll be going to ite.
and he'll be aiming for poly...
i know things will break and shatter de.
thanks to busy life & less comunicationg & time.
like how it had happen the last time.

maybe i should do wad i never like.
should i stop things now to prevent the hurt in the future?
it will hurt in the future, it will.

dun ask me why.
or since when did i become so negative.
i'm nt negative, i just stop believe in love can do the impossible.
i met a guy who did the impossible for me.
but i met a guy who prove him wrong too.

my life feel so messy now.
i know my little comfortable world of mine will fall apart when school starts.
it will de.
it always happens.
i'm worried.

like always, i wished i was never born.
i dun like this kind of mess up feelings and the problems i face when i'm alive.
i hate it.
who dont.
i just hope the world get destroys soon.
no one will be in pain any more.
no one will need to suffer any more.
no more pain and misery.
no more....

why do i have to meet ppl who would mess up my life.
why me?
why?...


[[_i wish i could just die tomorrow_]]

xoxo, Jasmine.

P.S: Go ahead, call me loser for trying to run away from my problems.
But i'm sure u did too. Dont need say dun hab, i'm sure u did too. You're just another loser for calling me a loser, Loser. [x

DAMNIT!


damn the day i met u.
damn the days i fall in love with u.
damn the days i did all i can to love you.
damn the days i miss you.
damn the days i was by ur side.
damn the days i stay by ur side even if it hurts me.
damn the days we quarrel.
damn the days we blame each other.
damn the days we lost each other.
damn the days we hate each other.
damn the days we care for each other.
damn the days we are in now.
damn you.
damn me.
damn us.
damn fate.

today morning wake up play game.
haiis...


damn you idiot.
you make my life so miserable.
but nvm, i can tahan dehhx!
fighto~!!!

i just hab to keep smiling and stay positive.
there's more to life than just you.
i will gambatte in life and make my life a better place to live in.
so u this little bug will nt spoil my life so easily dehhx.
buahahahahas~!
xD

this few days damn boring lahhs...
12 nov i'm going chalet with WeeTeng they all.
dunno going nt.
damn weird.
no one tells me wed meet where n wad time.
i ask pohli she ask me go settle MYSELF.
damn lame...
like i know which chalet we going and total who going and wad time they can meet...
ask her who going so i can contact n ask them then she nv reply.
suan le.
i just sit n wait hao le.


my little world is slowly starting to fall apart.
oh well, nvm...
i wont be staying in Northland anymore anyway...
a new lif awaits me in ITE.
sure a even suay one. T^T
oh well...

today after playing War3 wif ppl, i've went bath n meet erzi n zy n jas at safra.
lols.
very long never see them le.
woo hoo~
ohana desu~~~~

been going hyper with them lahhs.
damn fun.
love my gan family.
becoz they're the only bunch of ppl who i can go crazy without worrying they'll mind.
becoz they accept me as who i am.
hahas.

i guess i should stop playing war3.
feel like becoz i sux at it so much, i'm somehow being left out.
blame me, kei kian, go play.


haiis...
blame me.
everything that has happen.
the wrong n rights of my life.
blame me.
becoz it's all my fault.
i was the one who made those decision n i'm the only one that can change my life.
so blame me.
blame me for falling too deep.
blame me.



xoxo, Jasmine; Oyasumi desu~ ^-^


P.S: BLAHS~! Who cares about love?

i did all i can for someone even though ppl said it's not worth it.
because i love hiimx, that's why no matter wad, its worth it...

._i had once love you that deeply boii_.



If you love someone, his/her smile & happiness would mean the world to you.
You will do anything to protect the smile.
You'll sacrifice everything just for her.
Because you love her, so it's worth it.


This few days stayed home n dota + FL.
Created an AOL in FL.
Hx played with me.

Ytd quarrel with hx...
haiis siian.
as fren also can quarrel about last time stuff..
i wish he could be meaner to me like how he used to.
just like when we broke up.
scolding me fuck off and all when i worry about him.
i dun find any reasons for him to be so nice to me anymore.
it only makes me feel sadder

he has been real nice to me.
sms me every morning, call me every morning right after i wake up, then play game with me and sms me for the rest of the days all the way till night, when he goes to bed.
sometime meet me out for dinner with erzi n all.
never leaves me out on anything n always worry about me.
and concern about me alot.
and play FL with me even though its the type of game he wont enjoy tt much.

i dun get it...
i can understand wad he likes and wad he dun like.
but seriously, never once do i understand wad he's doing.
nor wad he actually wants.
the one weird guy who hurted me the most and confuses me the most.

Haiis...
smile gurl, smile~~~ [:


finally found the song i've been looking for:
WangZi - DuiBuQi



this song is made for the show HeiTangQuanXiaZuan.
actresses are from BangBangTang & HaiSheHuiMeiMei.
DAMN SUAI & CUTE/CHIO ppl~!!!!
xD

Blah~
i'm bored.
Joel nagging me to slp le...
i'm slpy.
but will i be able to slp?...

haiis...
headache headache~~~
>.<" now yishun raning...
and i'm listening to the WangZi song....
make me think of.....
WangZi....
[:


haiis....
feeling sad n down...
damn song, damn me, damn you!
i dun like this feeling...
been compressing it...
damn damn damn damn damn.
*Jasmine ng SW, must think positive~*
*no negative negative desu~ >.<"*

where's my prince charming???~~~~
T^T

hao bahhs, go slp le.
if not joe will kill me~~~
nights ppl.

if i leave now, would u stop me?
if i walk off and will never come back, will u chase me?

xoxo, Jasmine



P.S: Wad is love to you?

Lala world. [x

Treasure the one that loves you and who you consider important before its too late.



The past will always be the past.
You can hold on the the regrets of the past but you can never change them.
If you're unhappy about the past n the present, you can alway improve it.
Rememeber, wad u do in the present affects the future.
One decision might seems small but it changes everything.
So why bother about the past which you can never change while u can always change ur future.
Don't let what happened in the past stop you from doing anything.
Life is full of mistakes.
Everyone make mistakes.
Because mistakes are the source of our knowledge.
If we dun make mistakes, we'll never lean.
Who knows, maybe GOD make mistakes too. (;



today morning slept at 6am n wake up at 10am n prepare then go hx house.
was planing to play dota wif him at his house.
but in the end, Internet cannot connect.
his sis forgot the pass for the connection le that's why cant connect.
lols.
end up watching him play n all.
left his house at 4.30pm.

got home, drop dead on my bed.
slept like a log.
hahas.
8.56pm woke up then dota with edbert n gang till 2 or 3am plus.
then lie on my bed till now....
cant sleep...
somethings troubles me.




boii, u troubles me...
its nt that i wanna hold on to the pass.
but, i cant help it.
i dun wanna risk getting hurt once more.
i just hope that, u can prove to me that, this time, its real.



haiis...

tml going to meet gans family @ sambawang.
ErZi's gan mei is also going.
i dun wanna hab daughters~!!!
xD
they all going to play arcade again...
rich ppl...
well, i'll do the usual, sit at the side n watch.
i'm not that intersted in arcade...

i remembering hearing ppl talking about their life long dreams n goals of life.
i never thought of any before.
but now, i realised.
my dream is to meet the one special guy who loves me and whom i love.
and hab kids, and happily live on and watch them grow up and then i grow old with my guy and leave this world.

but will such a gurl like me be lucky enough to meet another guy as nice as Wee?...
T^T sobs....

been wearing the braclet that Wee gave me on DEC 2oo6 for quite sometime le.
seems like it has become part of my life/body le.
i feel weird without it.
and i enjoy seeing the stars n chain marks which would be printed on my wrist when i wake up every morning.
i love stars~~~
*in daze* *daydreaming of stars~~*


i'm so sure that Wee would be the one special guy that i will never forget for life.
damnit! T^T

Lastly,
Click here to download the game FairyLand .
Click here if u need any help in the game.
Add me as fren in FairyLand too~!
Char name: Yuzuki
i personally intro you all this game.
xD

PHOTO TIME:

Totally pulled down.

Parted to one side.

Which one nicer?
Tag me to tell me ppl.
i need your point of view~! [x

TAG MY TAGBOX PPL~!!! [x


[[_Embrace Imperfection_]]

xoxo, Jasmine
Signing out @ 4.43AM

P.S: Never lie about loving someone.

Smile is the first thing u can see on someone's face.

Humans can never be perfect,
same goes to love.
u can't expect everything from him/her.
but u can always accept the good n bad of him/her.
that's why loves mean sacrificing for the other half.
Learn, Understand and Accept who they are. <3>




been about three days since i last update my blog rights?
somehow, i dun get it why my hitcounter are increasings but no one's tagging me.
TAG MY CBOX PPL!!!

Today woke up at 3pmplus in the afternoon.
last night played FairyLand with joe till damn late.
Thanks YaoZhong for telling me tt the game is on again.
after 3 to 4 years of shut down, the game's finally up and running~
and the best part is, it's FREE TO PLAY.
Click here to download the game.
Click here if u need any help in the game.
Trust me, u'll enjoy it, somehow. [x



Sunday & monday night, i went to HongXian House eat dinner tgt.
Bought my own dinner there ofcause.
Was suppose to go there with ErZi[zy] but end up he cant make it.

Sunday stayed at his house till 4am plus.
got home kana scolded damn badly.
>.<"
oh well, was waiting for a free ride from my er jie, so waited till so late.
xD

then Monday i stay till 10.03pm jui leave his house le.
guaiis bahhs.
then today, ErZi finally can join us for dinner.
awww, our own little family dinner~
meet him n waited for hx's job to end then went mac eat.
these few weeks i've been eating 1 meals per day.
getting used to the little amount of food i eat everyday le.
so i start to not get hungry that easily anymore.
yay, can slim down.
xD

Hx has been pretty nice to me this few week.
i dunno since when though.
probably after me and wee ended bahhs.
even ErZi [zy] can see that.
today ErZi [zy] even told me "LaoPa dui ni de tai du 180 du zuan bian. gen yi qian bu tong le"
and he seems kinda happy for me.
lols.
damn cute.
LOVE MY BAOBIIE ER ZI LOTS LOTS~!

and...
I FINALLY ABLE TO PLAY WARCRAFT3 AGAIN!
xD
been playing just now.
not dota, other random games.
because i totally sux at dota.
=X
been using Garena to connect to ppl.
hahas.


Been planing after ErZi's O level, my gan family should hab some outing tgt.
Planing to go sentosa beach n hab picnic tgt n play sand n water.
Gt this ideal of going as i did enjoy myself DAMN DAMN DAMN MUCH, the last time i've been there wif Wee.
*Thanks Wee (: *

Then also plan can go cycling with CC, CP, HYi and my gan just like wad we did last year, but only that this time more ppl.
the more the merrier wad.
xD
then at night go chomp chomp eat dinner.
*Thenks Wee again. [x *

After that, 12 nov to 14 nov going chalet with WeeTeng n gang.
hope it'll be fun.
[x

then 20 & 28 of nov is OSEA even job.
and 12 & 13 of dec is Carbon Forum Asia job at suntect city.
11 of nov is traing for the job.
17 of NOV is prom night.
then somwhere aroud DEC is result day for N levels.



Damn, pack my days up ppl~!
Love my busy life~!


[[_Embrace Imperfection_]]

xoxo, Jasmine
Signing out @ 5.48am

P.S: HongXian, if u're reading this, i wanna tell euu that...
Your face look like this bread when i pulled it:
<=== cute right? xD

mushi mush~!



If you realli love someone,
u'll find that no matter wad mistake he or she does,
u'll always end up forgiving them and falling back in love with them.
u'll find it hard to stay angry at them.
because their smile and the way they looks at u,
always manage to melt ur heart.

a smile might mean nth,
but to me, the smile of the one i love means everythings.




Today woke up i forgot wad time le.
xD
then went to prepare n meet joe n chris and went to kelly services.
an agency that intro u job.
i filled in my particules and all n went to so call interview a lit bit.
then the guy talk to me and joke joke a little and then i went off.

after that meet CP n zy n jas to go cut hair.
FUCK!
i look sucky.
T^T
i wan my old hair back/
i'm so not gonna take photos for half year untill my hair turns back
SOBS....

after that, went home then meet hx n zy for dinner at 9pm.
then eat n chit chat n all till 10plus then send hx home.
damn, kor pissed me off today.
=="
so its true, guys only treat pretty gals nicely.
to gurls that looks sucky, they dun gib a damn.
FUCK, HATING GUYS MORE N MORE.
and the guy that i met at kelly agency msg me around 6plus and ask if he can meet me out for dinner.
he was like 23 years old.
and i'm bloodily 16.
=="

nvm, i turn ugly le.
he's just another ti ko who wan pao piao liang mei mei dehhx.
i detest this kinda guy.
forget it.

after that jas, joe n zy send me home.
then i got home n bath n watched hot shot epi5.
now going to sleep le.
then 7am need wake up again.
tml is Miss chee's wedding.
gonna attend his wedding with my ugly hair.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK,
$40 for a ugly hair.
this sucks.
i shall never touch my frige nevr again.
I SWEAR!
[unless it's too long]
T^T
my hair~~~

sobs...


[[_ai shi wei da de_]]

xoxo, Jasmine has ugly frige.



P.S: stop making me guess.