Endless Thoughts

3.00AM

elloz...
iie came to blog again....
siianz...
iie dunno why iie start to think of Wee again le...
iie felt like iie have so much to tell him...
so much to express...
so much to ask him...
so much to confirm...
so much to let him know...
and so much thing iie wanna know from him...
so much so much that...
my heart felt uneasy...

iie no longer know how to express myself...
iie always got so much that iie wanna let ppl know and so much that iie wanna know from him that iie dunno where to start from and dunno where's da part that realli matters....
haiiz...
who can save miie neax...
it's been a month le...
my hearts still fill so confuses...
iie dunno whether am iie lying to myself or not...
iie always tell myself....
jai you shu wei...
yao jian chi dao di...
but can iie?...

iie always say that a life is ours...
we gotta walk it alone and jia you on our own...
no one can help us...
that's partly ture....

We need frens to entertain us and make da journey fun...
So to make sure we're not alone...
And that we'll be alrite...

We need family to support us and love us...
So to make sure we'll walk da rite way to da Calm lands...
And that we'll always be reminded that someone loves us...

We need relationship to give us da love we're searching for...
Care and attention we wants...
Concern, time and accompanation that we would always loved...
Endless thoughts and feelings that floods our mind...
And other Un-describable things...
So as to support us, encourage us, inspire us, knowing somone wil always be there when we needed them and fill us with so many Un-describable things...

There are so many other ppl in our life...
like...

Enemy...
Life dun always gose smoothly...
enemy make us learn different things in life that we'll face...

Teachers...
To teach us wad we hab to learn to be able to survived in da far furture...
To teach us alot more about da society life and probs that we'll faces in da furture...

Principal...
To manage everything in school and ensure everyone's being treated fairly...
Even though we dun...
But atleast he's trying his best already...

Disciplinary Master...
To ensure we behave ourself in school so that we'll grow up to be a fine adult...
And not become a wild jungle man...
lolx...

there's juz so much ppl to discribe...
there's also things that happen for us to grow...

Problems...
that we have to solve whether on our own or with help...
we still learn both ways...
it's part of growing...

Tragic...
that always hurts...
it take time to get over it...
but with ppls in our life...
it make things much more easier...

Sometime not everytime and everything we can walk it alone...
We need ppl to guide us, support us and encourage us though it too...
If u hab any problems...
Say it out...
If u're nt happy with something...
Say it out...
If u do not agree with anything...
for da last time...
SAY IT OUT!

it might nt work da first time...
it might nt work da second time...
it might nt work da third time...
but as long as u keep trying...
and with every support u have...
it'll work!
and iie promise that!
as long as we work hard enough...
regardless we did say it or not...
My frens...
My sisters...
PDP...
Everyone...
You've got my support!

So dun gib up!...
Let's yi qi jia you...
You're nt alone...
U got us!....

Even though there's time we'll feel lonely...
We feel like everyone turning against us...
Like how iie feel now...
We might not get da support from da people we want...
There's someone choice for us to make...
We can choose...
There's always be a choice to make...
It's on weather u wan to make da choose or not...
So dun blame it if u dun...
Make ur choice and DO IT!
It might be hard...
Without da support from da ppl u want...
But as long as u work towards ur goal...
Everything will be juz rite...

lolx... this is juz a msg iie wanna past to everyone...

well...
iie know i'm not alone...
iie wanna past this msg to everyone...
but seems like iie past this msg to myself too...
hahax...

We're not alone!
^-^
and i'm realli glad...
Thanks everyone!
Lubb ya guys!
*smile*
And iie love you too Chen Wee! ^-^
SMUACKX!

._Jasmine_. ✖ Not Alone... [=

iie will neber forget euu...
Or euu gals...
all of u will always...
ALWAYS!, remain in my heart!


Nothing had gone to waste...


Thank you everyone!

Chen Wee
Hao
Bing
ChengChin
ChewPing
Benjamin
Ansley
YuHang
Hui Yi
Hui Ying
Yao Zhong
Hendry
Andrew

xie xie da jai!
You're always remembered!