Am trying my best to forget everything.
Trying to put them in the past and never wanna recall them again.

i tried my best to avoid hiimx and nt to look at hiim.
because iie clearly know where he is so it's kinda easy for miie to not look at hiimx.
just looking at hiimx makes my heart hurt uncontrollably.
iie dun wanna get any near hiimx any more.

today school suddenly seems fun to miie.
John yeo lahhs.
dam funny.
keep making me laught.
JOHN YEO, EUU BETTER COME SCHOOL OFFEN.
SO IIE GOT ENTERTAINER!
EVEN WEE TENG ALSO SAY U'RE OUR GROUP DEHHX BAO~
hahas.

didn't eat much today.
no appetite.
my body's experiencing a bit of changes due to the stress iie gib myself.
my period timing dam off. =="

after achool accompany xiao wen go detention then to FnN room.
having a bit of pain in the tummy due to the period.
this remind miie of that day when Wee brought miie to watch Narnia.
tt day iie had period and was like hurting like hell.
he tried his best to care for miie, bought hot milo for me n even went to buy a box of period cramp panadol.
he was always there for miie.
but iie always took it for granted.
and went to Hx instead.

now ii could understand how much pain he went though.
the pain of losing someone he love and even letting her be with another guy.
iie myself, just the tots of him being with another gal already kills.
yet wee could take tt pain and still manage to stand up on his own and wait for me.
haiis...

iie can understand the pain now.
but i'm nt as strong as he is.
iie can't take it any more.
iie can't take the pain any longer.
the only thing that could keep miie standing an holding on the pain is if the one i love, loves me too.


well, it's over.
we're over.
and here's the THE END. (=

close of a old chapter, starting of a new chapter.
END OF PANDA STORY.

Tml meeting pat at 8.15am under my BLK then we can go tgt to yishun MRT to meet the rest.
doing CIP tml!
kambatte! (=



7 July 2oo8, photos of my birthday!
Thanks gurls, love ya loads.