Ytd morning went school study.
Then after school eat le juii go Extra lesson till 4.30 then go home.
Reach home bath and slept for 1hr and went to night class.

Pat accompany miie go Chem tuition at cityhall.
The class was bigger.
plus me and Pat, there were 10 students.
4 of the guys keep talking n playing PSP.
Dam noisy.
But they are fun & frenly ppl.
Plus miie only gt 3 gals in the class.
The rest all boiis.
One of the gurl came up to miie after class and chat with miie a little.
how frenly~ (=

After that meet my er jie at her working place.
There's a guy with her though.
So miie n Pat chat while waiting for my sis to finish her stuff.
After that went to Makan Sutra there eat mam mam.
Walk dam far.
it's somewhere outside the durian buildings. xD

Ate the fried rice.
Dam not nice.
Some more $4.
so expensive and not nice.
the prawn some nt realli cooked.
the crab meat still got 4 piece stick tgt frozen dehhx.
then the rice so oily.
yuck!

After bought the milo.
the milo dam sweet.
but nt bad.
xD

After that went home.
Reach home juii 12am plus le.

Today didn't manage to wake up for school.
SORRY! )x

Wee gave miie a question to test miie.
i forgotten how to do.
iie remember DongWen last month gt teach miie dehhx.
so iie search my room till dam messy for the paper that iie had write those equations.
can't find.
so called dong wen.
and he say he need to be in school.
So iie bath and went all the way to school to ask DongWen how to do the question.

After that meet XiaoWen&PohLi&WenLing&Pat&KaiLin and went to play BasketBall.
Played 3 rounds today.
2v2 , 3v3 , 3v3
all lose.
xD
bad at BasketBall sia.

Now home le.
needa do the soft copy of my FnN work.
Teacher wan.

Am looking forward to MONDAY NIGHT CLASS.
MUAHAHA.
XiaoWen&Pat accompanying me~
yay!

Now iie suddenly remember.
iie had not eaten anything the whole day.
Feel rather full.
Drank Pink Dolphin and Lemon Barley only.
then feel rather full le.
Wonder why.

The sudden headach comes rather often these days.
Every day atleast 3 times.
Wonder why gt.

Feeling rather sleepy.
Maybe slept too much le.
xD

Been thinking alot lately about Miie&Wee.
Wonder did iie made the right choice of telling hiims iie still likes hiimx.
Actually iie think iie need time to rest from relationship le.
Should concentrate on my studies now.
Now just by thinking about relationships, makes me tired...
i'm tired of thinking about it.
about what i have done wrong, what i have regretted, how dumb i am, how much pain i created, how much things i have done without knowing how useless it would be, how dumb everything was.

Somehow, i'm tired of trying to put in the effort le.
iie wanna know the answer clearly.
it's just a simple LIKE or DUN LIKE.
but it's so hard to get the answer.
it's nt like changing the answer in the future would be hard.
everytime iie think tt iie hab to put in effot, my heart hurts.
wonder why.
Dam tired.
how stupid i am.

i'm tired of relationship for now.
dam tired.
shall we just rest?

actually that day iie would msg you those things was because my fren all encourage me to.
those msg was type by them dehhx.
iie only add in words that iie wanna add.
but ofcause before sending the msg, they asked for my approver.
and iie agreed.
pls tell miie iie did nt make the wrong choice or say the wrong thing.

You ask miie if iie with euu will iie still think of Hx.
iie replied no.
i dun even wanna recall it nor remember it.

when they were typing iie was dam worry.
iie kept telling them iie dunno iie should realli tell euu all these.
i'm afraid i would hurt you again, i'm afraid tt iie would do the wrong things again.
iie dun wanna do any wrong things to hurt euu.
euu did nth to deserve all these.
sometime iie just feel that iie dun deserve you.
i'm realli scared.
i'm confuse and trap.
but still iie agreed on letting them send those msg to you.
haiis...

and iie remember iie blog in here before that iie feel disgusted being close to other guys.
The "other guys" wasn't referring to you.
it was to another guy who tried to be too 'friendly' with me.
Dam disgusted.
That was the first time iie meet hiimx after we know each other for so long.
and it would be the last.
and tt's the end of our frenship.
GoodBye & THE END.

iie msg you, you dun realli reply.
i was always waiting for ur reply.
but there was none.
so, iie stop waiting.
but iie did nt stop trying and hoping.

you makes me happy.
you were my happiness.
but it was too late to regret.
that iie made the wrong choice & took the wrong path.

i said i was tired.
and i mean it.
but i never stops.

life is full of regrets!...

trying is tiring. putting in effort is tiring. loving is tiring. missing is tiring. regretting is tiring.
trying+effort+loving+missing+regretting = PAIN

but love overcomes all. (=

call miie crazy, call me blind, to still be suffering in stupid after all of this time. -M2M song. xD

iie feel like so much things iie hab to say n express.
but iie dunno how can iie do tt.
when will this kind of problems ever stop.
[as long as i stop making this kind of bloody mistakes!]
when will iie stop making this kind of bloody mistake?
[untill the day i stop existing.]
when will iie stop existing?
[when i die]
Good ideal, NOT. )x

Oh, iie haven said the reason why iie n Hx break hor.
tt day before our Bday, iie ask hiimx le.
and it was becoz of wee.
Because i told hiimx that alot of songs remind me of Wee.
Because i told hiimx that i did miss Wee.
Because he saw my blog post gt post Wee's pic.
Because i went out with Wee and didn't told hiimx.
So he got tired.
And i'm realli sorry about tt.

I'll take it as a lesson learned.... (=

And my stupid Com kana virus!!!
AHHHH! x(

Jelly on top but cheese cake bottom.

Heart Shape

Moo~
Draw fer fun.

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DEAD VICTIM

Short hair gurl. xD