Friday, June 29, 2007

dying

Thursday, 29 June 2oo7

12.37pm

Today woke up same time...
5.45am in da morning...
prepared and was almost late again...
miis Wee alot...

Took da lift and as iie walk out of da life, iie saw a guy dress in green on a bicycle...
looks a bit familiar but was late so didn't care and iie didn't had my spect on too...
As iie was crossing da road iie head someone say "bu ren de wo le harz?"
then iie turn back and it was that guy..
then tt's when iie realise it wad Andrew kor...
He say he was staying at hiis frens house which is ot far from mine juz now and so he decided to sent miie to school today~
Was greatfull as iie was running late already~
On da way hurt my leg abit here n there..
and saw da chiio bu zhi qii...
Walk in by back door...
and then school starts~
and as always...
iie miss hiimx...

Chiness class was not bad...
slept a little when da teacher was going through da story...
then woke up to do xi zhi...
Chem was abit bored but manage to live through it...
Math was a free period!!!
lolx...
super bored...
no wonder had a feeling that today's gonna get alot of free period or boring class...
Recess with Wee Teng as her group of frens didn't come...

Bought a Lemon tea bottle during recess then later when iie got up class iie put in by da window as da class door was lock...
When iie got in, my Lemon tea was gone...
Wad da hell...
Which si biian taii wanna drink my lemon tea?..
Ask da whole class but no one know where it was...
they were thinking that it's kinda stupid that someone wants a $1 lemon tea...
muz be a sii biian tai...
SS was intresting...
coz alot vidios to watch...

Bio!!!
WAS HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE and VEGETABLE!
so many work to do...
that it took miie 2 more periods of EL and half periods of PC to finish it...
Chiong with ChewPing...
lolx..

After school CP de ex class do file thingy larhhx...
so iie waited...
ChengChin went da HipHop Audition...
So left miie again... da odd one...
haiiz...
After that went luch with Huii Yi...
Loki followed...
Treat hiim eat mam mam and drinks...
As he didn't bring money...

Then later chat here chat there lurhhx...
iie played Tea 'tar-rate' with milo~
hahax...
Was hilarious iie think...
iie know i'm crazy~
Then Loki gave us hiis file...
iie open up...
Maple Pic, Jap words [wah~], funny phrase that make Cp go kuku and 'zhen zhii' de photo!!!
AHHHH!!!
lolx...
then he keep scarying miie with da photos...
iie know my reaction funny and silly...
no nid bully miie till lyk tt de mahhx...

Went Yishun Library to help teacher return book...
stupid teacher go other country dun wan us....
kill her arz...
she owe us alot mam mam as she's leaving for two weeks...
buwahaha...
later grow fat fat...
then went in library to rest...
da sun was super hot...
i hate to sweat but loves to play...
lolx...
so went in library 'dao luan'~

Went in da children section...
read da chiness words...
OMG!
iie cannot read alot of words...
my MT sux...
Then Loki thiis sii biian taii~
opps... =x
keep on tickle miie with hiis bloody long nails...
keep tickling my back which was where i'm sensetive at...
wad da hell...
then keep bully miie...
then keep touchy touchy...
eeyer...
=x
iie know my leg fleshy...
no nid keep poking my leg de fats~!!! =x
iie know my schoudle n neck only got bones... no nid keep pintching...
OMG!
huii yi was with us~
she saw EVERYTHING!
huii yii neber juii wo~
hahax...jk jk...
Then iie lyk joke joke lyk tt say "no touchy touchy iie tell euu"
"li wo yuan yi diian..."
"i hate you! go away~"
"leave miie alone~ zou kaii~"
hahax...

then later waited for bus with huii yii then walked home...
he walks miie home too...
then ai yoz... more worst thing happen...
><

iie miss hiimx alot...haiiz...


my life sux...
messy yet not entertaining at all...
filled with mix feelings...
got a feeling that miie n CP will neber be best frens again...
wad's over will always remain over...
like wad's done is done...
it can never be un done...


miie n chen wee neax...
can it be like a story...
to be re-written?
to be restart?...
can it?...

haiiz...
iie feels not important to hiimx lerhhx...
or am iie thinking too much?..
i'm not bahx...
haiiz...

love sux...
life sux...
iie sux...
studies sux...
so many things around miie juz sux....

how am iie able to put down thiis heavy load?...
or when am iie gonna be able to be free from it?...
it's killing miie day by day...
iie dun look like it...
but who knows wad iie feels?...
i've never show...

haiiz...
iie better dun talk any further lerhhx...
iie dun wanna becoz of my feelings make ppl du lan or make bad things happen...
haiiz...

diie larhhx...

1.07am

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Messy Mess

Wednesday, 27 June 2oo7

9.55pm

Today woke up at 5.45am...
prepare too slow till iie almost late...
hahax...

today cook mam mam...
same unit as santina...
and then my cooking all mess up and dead...
it's so...
yuck!
alamak...
haiiz... nvm bahx...

MT class was not bad...
kinda entertaining~...
after we finish our work we got about 10 to 15mins of free time...
Aloy, Jerral and jun xiang decided to li siao da Band1 class...
Mdm Ho's de class...
as all northlanders know...
she's a good but super siong de teacher...
they went to her class door and kick it bewi hard...
"BUMP!"
then all run arz~
run back...
super obvious that our class was da one...
as we kept standing at da door way and look...
lolx...
she came and dunno talk wad rubbish...
she didn't went straight to da point...
then aloy who was da one who kick da door said "cher, iie saw a malay guy kick ur door juz now"
Mdm Ho "hah?... who is it then?"
Aloy: "dunno lehhx... he kick liiao then ru... neber see hiis face..."
Mdm Ho keep ahm chio...
then soon she starts to joke around and like weird sial...
neber scold de...
soon after, da bell rang...
time for another lesson...

one good thing...
iie am no longer da only gal in my MT lesson!
3 of my close fren got de-promoted and are same class as miie!
but why such coincidents...
iie think Xuie Lao Shii help de bahx...
see miie ke liian da only gal in da MT class...
hahas...

After school ate lunch and then CC, hui yi went CO, Chewping went NPCC...
iie was left alone...
lolx!
then Loki walks miie home...
then tt's all...

got home...
listen song, play nitendo ds...
then use com nor...

My life's getting more and more boring...
there's time when iie realli felt lonely...
and time when iie felt bless to hab my PureDevils sistarz...
hahax...

My life sux...
it's boring!!1
OMG!
everyday same prob same thing...
haiiz...
Hope my life become more entertaining soon...

Miie n Hiimx...

iie used to believe his words and everything he told miie in da past without doubt...
without worrying that it's a lie or that it's fading or he'll leave miie one day...
but iie can't help worrying so much...
iie know iie am nt suppose to be da one to feel that way...
coz iie was da one who hurt hiimx...
but iie can't help it...

iie can't help feeling that iie am not as important any more...
iie can't help feeling that iie am not needed...
iie can't help thinking of so much rubbish that are nt needed!!!...

iie can't move on...
stuck in da past and da memories...

one part of miie tells miie to let go and move on...
another part of miie say she loves hiimx and might go kuku without hiimx...

my thoughts are getting messy day by day...
can't sot it out any more...
no one's able to help much too...

he's da one who are able to motivate miie to study...
he's da one who are able to lead miie in n out of darkness...
iie dunno wad will become of miie if iie lost hiimx...

ppl ask miie nt to drag this too long as more n more ppl will get hurt...
but how am iie nt to drag it...
one side push another side pull another side lost...
yeah... kinda lyk how iie feel...
haiiz...

this post might bring mix feelings to ppl who are involved...
and i'm sorry...
haiiz...

*dumb fer life*
*studies studies studies*

10.11pm

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

normal lurhhx

Tuesday, 26 June 2oo7

10.58pm

Last nite didn't slp...
as iie slp too muz in da afternoon...
so end up habing a sleepless nite...

Went school and upon reaching da gate, saw chengchin so went in together with her...
got to class, then blah blah blah...
nth much happen...
dun feel lyk blogging any thing...
coz nth to blog about today bahx..

After school went mac eat...
spent away all my savings again...
siianz...
haiiz...

counted how much my saving should be lerhhx...
hab many plans...
well
july sure is a busy month...
so many ppl birthday...
headach...

tt's all to say bahx...
iie know it's boring...
but bare with miie...
i'm tired...

11.07pm

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School reopened!!!

Monday, 25 June 2oo7

12.01am

juz woke up 36mins ago...
fell aslp at 5pm plus...

well...
let's talk about today...

mom woke miie up for school at 5.45am...
iie forgotten to on my alarm!...
opps!
hahax...
miss called hiimx as iie promised...
then went to prepare lurhhx...
before going out iie miss called hiimx again...
then went off to school...

upon reaching da gate...
iie saw everyone was walking to da lower lane...
iie wonder why...
that's when iie notice...
Mr Mutu was walking towards miie...
tt's why all run...
was shock to see hiimx so unexpectedly...
but then iie ignored hiimx and walk towards the school gate...

got to school and coincidently met chewping, huii yi, huii ying and vincent at da drink store there....
huii ying past miie my stuff then we walked off to da parade square together...
had out hair check and da nagging of da principal...
then head back to class afterwards...
was given a new timetable...
and introduced to a new female teacher which is also our 2nd form teacher and our English teacher, Miss Abigail Chee...
wad blessing....=="

after that Mr shaiful explain to us about our results thingy...
as he explained...
thoughts of hiimx went through my head and brought miie some determination in studying...
he used to keep encouraging miie to study...
but iie failed to seeks hiis advice...
and so...
i'm gonna push myself realli hard this term...
as Mr shaiful said...
we're left with 13 weeks and minis off da sec3 camp one week...
we were left with 12 weeks!!!
OMG!
so no time to waste any more...
gotta push myself real hard...
past my combine humanities...
english abit more marks to past and left with one more subject...
FnN isn't a subject to count on...
My chinese sux and is quite a hard subject to pick up on in such short time...
Sciences need brains and memory which iie dun have...
And it's left with Maths, da subject iie hate...
headach...

Results In My Report Book

Sub 1st Cont 1st Sem 1st Comb Combined Grade

English Language 43.0 47.9 46.1 U
Chinese 25.4 26.5 26.1 U
Mathematics 10.8 38.0 27.8 U
Science 42.0 33.0 36.4 U
Combine Humanities 56.0 54.0 54.8 5
Food&Nutrition 53.5 37.5 43.5 U

---------------------------------------------------------
nice?...
iie wasn't paii seh to blog my marks out...
as this is my own fault for slacking so much....
well...
i'll work harder...

Miss Chee took over da class at de second period iie think...
She learn "xin li xue" de...
hahax...
iie also wanna take tt course along with Graphic Design or maybe...Business?
but let's not look so far...
study first...
lolx...

Miss chee kinda lurhhx...
gib us a paper and ask us to answer those question...
da question darn cute lurhhx...
iie answered..

Name:Ng shu wei
D.O.B: o7.o7.92 [this year o7.o7.o7 once in a 100 year wor]
Address:lasy to write
Phone number: i buy new hp lehhx then gib u
E-mail:illusion_ng92@hotmail.com
MSN:[draw arrow point up] same larhhx

Please sign below to agree ...[dunno wad respect wad shit de larhhx]:
can dun sign?...
iie dun wan make emty promises...

er... got some more... but forgot lurhhx...

Then later went PE...
Got new PE teacher also...
A young guy Pe teacher...
then neber PE due to no one has a PE shirt cause of da changes of time table...
Then sit near general office and he ask to introduce...
He pronouce Chewping name as shopping...
darn funny iie tell euu! XD
then when my turn he ask wad's my fav past time...
then tt's stupid shiaful say " she likes to make up "
then iie didn't head hiimx then iie was like blur blur agreeing to them...
so was like so diiaoz lurhhx...

After that went recess...
ate a bread nia... then later go back class...
FnN class...
slept through my 2 periods...
teacher was talking rubbish...
so decided to slp instead...
since i'm so tired...
so replenish some energy first for da next class...
after that was GEO...
before going to GEO, iie past Loki da bintan de suvinor gib hiimx...
bought for hiimx when iie was there...
he's my kor kor mahx...
THEN HOR!!!
THAT IDIIOT JJ KOR!
ANY HOW SAY WAD IIE LIKE HIIMX...
IIE WHERE GOT?!?!
JUZ LIKE A GIFT TO THANK HIIMX FOR ENTERTAINING MIIE DURING DA HOLIDAYS AND ALWAYS SIDING MIIE NIIA!!!
WAD DA HELL!!
IIE DUN WAN ANOTHER RUMOR!!!
haiiz...
headach...

GEO teacher also talk to us about result stuff...
and ask us to work hard and tell us her plan of how's she's gonna teach nor...
sound strict...
but iie like~
hahas...

then got back class...
meet our new SS teacher...
first impression tot she's a 'zhi da' de teacher...
but she was kinda like acting niia...
can see de mahhx...
she juz want us to be afraid of her...
diiaoz...
but can see she cute lurhhx...
gib us a blank peice of paper and ask us write a profile like friendster lyk tt...
and somemore ask us to call fren to write testimonias for us...
faints~
she play too much friendster lehhx nahhx...
hahas...

then later after school...
miie n my 3 more PureDevils de sistarz go eat lunch after school lurhhx...
hahas... iie call them Pure devils~
cute mahhx...
kayz...
then after that we parted with Chengchiin...
ChewPing saw $8 on da floor man...
no one de...
sad for that person who lost it...
but we took it...
to da temple to donate it...
hahas...
it was kinda fun lurhhx...
since there was a temple near by so we brought it there to donate it...
if not we'll be donating it to da begger lehhx...
see we soo guaiis~

then after that went home...
mom said can bring miie go shopping...
in da end...
she dun wan go lerhhx...
haiiz...
sad lurhhx...
wanna bring he go buy a wallet then a bag then a jacket de...
but she dun want go out...
somemore ask her fren come our house...
haii wo lonely at room read books till fall aslp...
11pm plus then wake up...
diiaoz...
then tonite lyk no nid slp lerhhx lurhhx...
5pm plus to 11pm plus...
lolx...

then wake up...
chit chat then ppl one by one log out lerhhx...
now left miie blogging here....
hahas...
woah... didn't notice iie blog so much rubbiish...
euu guys must be getting bored of reading my blog rites?...
iie know my blog seems more and more broing...
no more those touchy touchy stuff lerhhx...
more of da daily life...
but well...
life is full of up n downs...
and this is a blog after all...
iie hab lots more feelings that cannot any how blog de rites?...
some are better kept personal...
hahas...

hao bahx...
nites ppl...
iie go slp too le...
gotta force myself to slp too...

buaiiz~

3.02am

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School reopened!!!

Monday, 25 June 2oo7

12.01am

juz woke up 36mins ago...
fell aslp at 5pm plus...

well...
let's talk about today...

mom woke miie up for school at 5.45am...
iie forgotten to on my alarm!...
opps!
hahax...
miss called hiimx as iie promised...
then went to prepare lurhhx...
before going out iie miss called hiimx again...
then went off to school...

upon reaching da gate...
iie saw everyone was walking to da lower lane...
iie wonder why...
that's when iie notice...
Mr Mutu was walking towards miie...
tt's why all run...
was shock to see hiimx so unexpectedly...
but then iie ignored hiimx and walk towards the school gate...

got to school and coincidently met chewping, huii yi, huii ying and vincent at da drink store there....
huii ying past miie my stuff then we walked off to da parade square together...
had out hair check and da nagging of da principal...
then head back to class afterwards...
was given a new timetable...
and introduced to a new female teacher which is also our 2nd form teacher and our English teacher, Miss Abigail Chee...
wad blessing....=="

after that Mr shaiful explain to us about our results thingy...
as he explained...
thoughts of hiimx went through my head and brought miie some determination in studying...
he used to keep encouraging miie to study...
but iie failed to seeks hiis advice...
and so...
i'm gonna push myself realli hard this term...
as Mr shaiful said...
we're left with 13 weeks and minis off da sec3 camp one week...
we were left with 12 weeks!!!
OMG!
so no time to waste any more...
gotta push myself real hard...
past my combine humanities...
english abit more marks to past and left with one more subject...
FnN isn't a subject to count on...
My chinese sux and is quite a hard subject to pick up on in such short time...
Sciences need brains and memory which iie dun have...
And it's left with Maths, da subject iie hate...
headach...

Results In My Report Book

Sub 1st Cont 1st Sem 1st Comb Combined Grade

English Language 43.0 47.9 46.1 U
Chinese 25.4 26.5 26.1 U
Mathematics 10.8 38.0 27.8 U
Science 42.0 33.0 36.4 U
Combine Humanities 56.0 54.0 54.8 5
Food&Nutrition 53.5 37.5 43.5 U

---------------------------------------------------------
nice?...
iie wasn't paii seh to blog my marks out...
as this is my own fault for slacking so much....
well...
i'll work harder...

Miss Chee took over da class at de second period iie think...
She learn "xin li xue" de...
hahax...
iie also wanna take tt course along with Graphic Design or maybe...Business?
but let's not look so far...
study first...
lolx...

Miss chee kinda lurhhx...
gib us a paper and ask us to answer those question...
da question darn cute lurhhx...
iie answered..

Name:Ng shu wei
D.O.B: o7.o7.92 [this year o7.o7.o7 once in a 100 year wor]
Address:lasy to write
Phone number: i buy new hp lehhx then gib u
E-mail:illusion_ng92@hotmail.com
MSN:[draw arrow point up] same larhhx

Please sign below to agree ...[dunno wad respect wad shit de larhhx]:
can dun sign?...
iie dun wan make emty promises...

er... got some more... but forgot lurhhx...

Then later went PE...
Got new PE teacher also...
A young guy Pe teacher...
then neber PE due to no one has a PE shirt cause of da changes of time table...
Then sit near general office and he ask to introduce...
He pronouce Chewping name as shopping...
darn funny iie tell euu! XD
then when my turn he ask wad's my fav past time...
then tt's stupid shiaful say " she likes to make up "
then iie didn't head hiimx then iie was like blur blur agreeing to them...
so was like so diiaoz lurhhx...

After that went recess...
ate a bread nia... then later go back class...
FnN class...
slept through my 2 periods...
teacher was talking rubbish...
so decided to slp instead...
since i'm so tired...
so replenish some energy first for da next class...
after that was GEO...
before going to GEO, iie past Loki da bintan de suvinor gib hiimx...
bought for hiimx when iie was there...
he's my kor kor mahx...
THEN HOR!!!
THAT IDIIOT JJ KOR!
ANY HOW SAY WAD IIE LIKE HIIMX...
IIE WHERE GOT?!?!
JUZ LIKE A GIFT TO THANK HIIMX FOR ENTERTAINING MIIE DURING DA HOLIDAYS AND ALWAYS SIDING MIIE NIIA!!!
WAD DA HELL!!
IIE DUN WAN ANOTHER RUMOR!!!
haiiz...
headach...

GEO teacher also talk to us about result stuff...
and ask us to work hard and tell us her plan of how's she's gonna teach nor...
sound strict...
but iie like~
hahas...

then got back class...
meet our new SS teacher...
first impression tot she's a 'zhi da' de teacher...
but she was kinda like acting niia...
can see de mahhx...
she juz want us to be afraid of her...
diiaoz...
but can see she cute lurhhx...
gib us a blank peice of paper and ask us write a profile like friendster lyk tt...
and somemore ask us to call fren to write testimonias for us...
faints~
she play too much friendster lehhx nahhx...
hahas...

then later after school...
miie n my 3 more PureDevils de sistarz go eat lunch after school lurhhx...
hahas... iie call them Pure devils~
cute mahhx...
kayz...
then after that we parted with Chengchiin...
ChewPing saw $8 on da floor man...
no one de...
sad for that person who lost it...
but we took it...
to da temple to donate it...
hahas...
it was kinda fun lurhhx...
since there was a temple near by so we brought it there to donate it...
if not we'll be donating it to da begger lehhx...
see we soo guaiis~

then after that went home...
mom said can bring miie go shopping...
in da end...
she dun wan go lerhhx...
haiiz...
sad lurhhx...
wanna bring he go buy a wallet then a bag then a jacket de...
but she dun want go out...
somemore ask her fren come our house...
haii wo lonely at room read books till fall aslp...
11pm plus then wake up...
diiaoz...
then tonite lyk no nid slp lerhhx lurhhx...
5pm plus to 11pm plus...
lolx...

then wake up...
chit chat then ppl one by one log out lerhhx...
now left miie blogging here....
hahas...
woah... didn't notice iie blog so much rubbiish...
euu guys must be getting bored of reading my blog rites?...
iie know my blog seems more and more broing...
no more those touchy touchy stuff lerhhx...
more of da daily life...
but well...
life is full of up n downs...
and this is a blog after all...
iie hab lots more feelings that cannot any how blog de rites?...
some are better kept personal...
hahas...

hao bahx...
nites ppl...
iie go slp too le...
gotta force myself to slp too...

buaiiz~

3.02am

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

sometime, love can be an illusion

24 June 2oo7

9.55pm

sorry that last nite didn't blog...
here's da blog for yesterday...

23June 2oo7

Today woke up at 5pm plus...
coz last nite couldn't slp...
as iie was kinda moody and decided to play nitendo ds till i'm tired...
so slept at 7am plus...

then 5.15pm my uncle called and ask to meet at NP for dinner with hiis family...
so iie quickly bath and went to meet them along with my second sis...
shared my dinner with er jie and ate some other food...
iie still remember when ii'm small iie use to go to their place and stay during da holidays...
partly because of their child...
i'm kinda close to da biiao meii then mahx...
so da biiao meii wants miie to go there play with her iie also cannot say no rites?...
hahax...
then go there keep eat eat eat de...
them come home sure grow fat 2 or 3KG de...
tt's why iie manage to grow so fast between pri 5 to 6...
hahax...
but now not so good le...
at home always nth to eat and then eat maggiie mee if nt dun eat...
coz iie not like some of euu out there which hab allowance everyday...
tt's why body so weak now...

okayz..
then later they go buy 8 chicken wings to my house...
they drive mahhx...
got home lurhhx iie on com...
gib them watch youtube de some stupid animation
and chat chat with chen wee at da same time...
use my sis lap top and on web cam gib chen wee see my ke aii de xiiao biiao mei and ugly de miie...
hahax...
soon after iie use back my com and play maple with Ansley while da biiao meiie look at miie play...
when they left, iie called ansley and chit chat with him and joanna...
then after than hang liiao juii online chat nor...
then chen wee asked miie to da movies tml...
to watch Pirates of the Caribbean...
so iie agreed...
called hiimx at nite before iie sleep to confirm time and place...
then chat a bit more then hang up...
bewi tired but my er jie keep ditrubing miie...
soon.... iie finally manage to sleep peacefully...

24 Jun 2oo7

Today was late for chengchin's piiano lesson...
woke up 10plus liiaoz...
suppose to reach there at 10am....
but still am home slping...
was force to wake up to accompany my sister to go there...
hahax...
was playing nitendo ds as they are habing their lesson...
about 12.06pm then then finish their lesson...
then went northpoint and eat...
was suppose to meet chen wee at my house there de bus stop..
but my mom work afternoon...
later she saw us iie die...
so meet at NP food court instead...
so asked my sis use her hp sms hiimx nor...

iie was playing da nitendo ds so attentionality that iie didn't even notice he reached and was standing beside my sis...
O.o OMG!
got a shock..
then asked hiimx to sit down...
asked if he's hungry and if he wanted smth to eat or drink...
so he went and bought a drink and came back...
waited for my sis a while more..
she's playing nitendo ds while drinking water...
was afraid that he'll be left out or bored...
so keep turning at look at hiimx trying to think of smth to ask hiimx...
so keep asking if he has eaten and if he's hungry...[X
at 1.40pm+ we parted from my sister...
went to buy da tickets and went in to buy some snacks...
then sis called hiis hp and told miie she dun hab house key...
faints!
so she came all da way back to look for miie and get da keys...

he ate alot sial...
hahax
so cute...
he eat nachow...
cheesy hot dog and shared da lemon tea with miie...
lolx
he's breadfast, lunch and dinner...
OMG!
later supper muz eat uhs~
then he bought two cheesy hot dog mahx...
one for miie n one for hiimx...
thanks for da cheesy hotdog uhs...
hahax...
then iie dun dare eat then later he feed miie nor...
so iie feed hiimx back...
lolx...

da show last for 3hr plus..
after da show we sat there a while to see da ending...
da after 10 years de ending..
so chit chat while waiting...
lolx..
da ending was... nice lurhhx..

then later we went toilet...
iie manage to get in da toilet with all da ah bu neh neh around...
all squeeze infront of da mirror makeup...
dunno why today there so many ah bu neh neh...
then when iie come out, he's already outside waiting for miie...
then he told miie he haben go...
inside also full of bangalas...
go in nia all black black de...
so he decided to go NP de...
brought hiimx go basment 1 de toilet and waited for hiimx...
then later we walk walk around da neighborhood...
walk two rounds from da Mrt through da blk then through da coffee shop then thought da pasamalam then to da mrt again then through da blk then rest at da blk there...
lolx...
coz was like dunno where to go...
totally ran out of ideals...
but we chat alot alot narz...
hahax...
soon 6plus lurhhx so we head back to my place and then sit at my blk there and chit chat alot...
hahax...
then was suppose to meet nelson for dinner...
he owes miie a dinner!!!
but he sms us and say he cannot make it...
ai ya...
no free dinner... siianz.. opps..
then so sat there and chat with hiimx longer..
about 7pm plus plus going 8 le then went home..

#_was a happy day today...
neber hab iie imagine tat i'll be able to see hiimx again...
and to be able to feels hiis warm
everything was out of my dreams....

#_ when even iie think that it's da end..
euu prove miie wrong...
why are euu always da only one that are able to bring miie a brighter tml?

#_ da tomorrow that iie hab always been looking forward to...

Special to Hao Kor:
Thank euu kor kor...
u're da second guy who read my blog till cry...
hen xie xie nii de guan xing~
knowing that someone's acturally worry about miie so much...
i'm realli touch...
zhen de zhen de hen xiie xiie nii...
now no words can express my feelings of being how touch an bless iie am to hab such kor kors...
zhen de hen xiie xiie nii!!!
Things starts to seems brighter for miie le...
hope this light doesn't fade any more...
kor kor euu take care too wor...
hope ur days become brighter asap too!
kor kor~ jiia you!

Special to Kiian tAt Kor:
Glad to hab euu as kor kor also!
u're da first one to cry after reading my blog...
and totally understands 98% my feelings...
i'm realli thankful!
i'm so bless to hab both of euu as kor kor...
thanks euu!!!


11.08pm



hiis money...
then de $2 with today's de $1...


our first movie...



4th and 5th movie...
3th was da Meet The Robinson rite?

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Friday, June 22, 2007

Lost in Toughts

Friday, 22 June 2oo7

1.27am


two more days to school reopen...
iie haben even done any of my home work! XD
well...
becoz iie kinda lost my math textbook uhs...
think either today or tml iie needa go find cp to get da work done...
xing ku nii le ChewPing... [X

Woke up in da morning...
my sickness got worst...
Cough alot more...
Started Sneezing...
throat feels ever more painfull...
plus...
last nite gastic pain...

but da funny thing is iie only feel sick when i'm at home...
hahax..
bie chu bing lai le...
well... who knows?...
maybe bahx...

Today went to meet ChengChin at 4pm plus...
it was raining...
so iie wear a sweater and cover my head with da hood...
didn't wanna bring an umbralla...
was lasy~
hahax...

meet her at da mrt station...
then went Lot1 to meet kian tart to get back her home work...
kiian tart accidentally brought it back da last time...
met hiim at da popular there...
saw hiim while we going up da escalator...
then took her HomeWork and then walk rounds in da lvl twice...
coz we siiao...
then later iie wanna go yellow scorpion...
then iie tot got another side de...
so we walk all da way down then notice..
THERE AREN'T ANOTHER SIDE!
iie muz be dreaming!!!
OMG!
go cause way too many time till gong le lahx...
lolx..
so we decided to head back up...
kiian tart thiis noob!!!
live in CCK but nt familiar with Lot1!
wad da hell...
box euu arz~

so went up and into yellow scorpion...
see see look look then come out...
lolx!
then we finally decided to head to cause way point to meet my mom...
meet my mom for dinner and kiian tart went home before that...
sorri kiian tart...
but about my mother will be angry iif euu hab dinner with us was a fake...
we dun wanna haii nii late for ur family dinner...
hahax...
so sorry~

so miie n mom had our dinner while chengchiin look at us eat...
as she will be habing dinner later at home...
sorry chengchiin...
haii nii kan wo men chii...

so after we went to coursts look at furniture...
my mom wanna see de...
then see see look look awhile then go le...
mom went back work while miie and chengchiin go home nor...

was not a bad days...
accepts for da part where iie keep on wanna become crazy...
iie cannot stop and do nth...
if not iie will think of things till my brain go boom ba de...
think of wad euu asked?...
ermm...
alot lurhx...
haiiz..
iie hope iie can stop loving ppl...
iie dun wanna hab any stead any more le...
it juz plainly hurts..
iie hab enough le...
haiiz..
iie didn't know iie would love hiimx so much...
he's da only one i've loved so deeply among all my ex...
i've hab neber thought i'll be lyk tt...
never in my dreams...
haiiz...

enough of all this...
before my head go boom...

can't sign in man now...
sorry...
coz my internet issh too lag to log in...
iie sincerely apologize...

tt's all for today...
iie know this entry is boring...
maybe next time u'll hab a better one...

iie hab alot to tell hiimx...
yet...
haiiz...

hab euu heard da song

xiang xing by zhang dong liiang?...
this explain about 40% of wad iie wanna tell euu...
here's da song... enjoy!




iie hab da lyrics too!

相信

我们都哭了
没有值得不值得
就在这里停格
框住最后的脸色
让我们最难过的
是因为曾经快乐
后来的转折
我们都无法预测
只能这样了
继续下去又如何
就当上了一课
保留被爱的资格
以后还会想你的
也许不再难过了
我们的角色
变成彼此的旁观者
我相信爱是真的
我相信你是对的
就算我们重新选择
仿佛伤害早就被预设
我相信爱是真的
所以才会舍不得
在放手的那一刻

只能这样了
继续下去又如何
就当上了一课
保留被爱的资格
以后还会想你的
也许不再难过了
我们的角色
变成彼此的旁观者
我相信爱是真的
我相信你是对的
就算我们重新选择
仿佛伤害早就被预设
我相信爱是真的
所以才会舍不得
在放手的那一刻
我相信爱是真的
我相信你是对的
就算我们重新选择
仿佛伤害早就被预设
我相信爱是真的
所以才会舍不得
在放手的那一刻
爱在分手那一刻



1.51am

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crazy thoughts

elloz guys...
sorri about last nite de post...
iie dunno wad i'm talking either...
those are not wad iie wanna say...
but iie dunno why iie wanna blog it out...
one part of miie says "iie wanna blog this out"
another part says "this is not wad iie turely feel... wad am iie doing?"
then later one part feel like ' it hurts so why dun juz blog out'
then another feel like 'but this is not da way iie wanna explain it'
iie dunno...
somehow i'm juz so confuse...
iie cannot make up my mind on wad to blog...
iie dunno wad happen larhhx...
maybe iie juz felt abit confues bahx...
maybe becoz when ever iie sad iie always tried to push it down and use my own words to 'an wei zhi zi'...
maybe i've juz reach my limit then...

well...
i'm sorry chen wee...
to blog those nonsense in da blog...

well it's ur freedom and ur road...
u hab da right to choose who euu wanna go with...
iie can't stop euu...
am sorry...
well... have fun with ur frens then...

and about my family stuff that iie also blog ytd...
was also nonsense!...
lolx..
iie know they dun mean in...
and when iie said "they always"
well...
it's not true...
iie didn't know wad iie was doing then...
and iie greatly apologize~
sorry everyone...
that post was a nonsense...
iie was so lost then...
iie couldn't help it...
having two thoughts are juz plain headach and heartach...
sorry...

i'm now going out..
will blog again later...
see ya!

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DIED...

haiiz...
chating with kian tart and chen wee...
kiian tart understands how iie feel...
coz he read my blog ytd....
thanks kiian tart...

Chen wee asked miie out tml...
say wanna bring his lappy go fix...
iie agreeded...
then soon after...
he told miie...
he maybe can't meet miie le...
iie ask for da reason why?... izzit becoz got fren peii nii le?...
he say not frenx...
then iie ask then why leh? mind telling miie?..
he say coz got fren wanna go there...

was like... first he say not fren... then he say coz of fren?...

well...
guess it's okay bahx...
humans do changes...
weather to good sides... or bad...
they'll still change...
iie guess...
that chen wee iie used to know...
will neber come back...
even if iie wait for 5 years.. it won't...
iie know iie might think too much...
but that's juz how gals are...
aren't they...
haiiz...
my heart hurts...
well...
maybe iie deserve this...

haiiz..
iie...
dunno wad else to say...
no word could explain these feelings now...

maybe i'm juz being a little too sensetive...
haiiz...
well then...
hope euu hab fun with ur fren then...
well...
no nid hope bahx...
sure will de bahx...
u're frens always manage to entertain euu alot...
sure envy euu alot...

well... atleast iie do have my sistarz..
hahax..
and some ppl who does care...
like zhi hao kor and kian tart who can understands how iie feel...

haiiz...
iie wish my sickness get worst then iie die better...
sorry to say stupid things...
somethings are juz unbearable...

iie felt like a nobody in da family too...
everything someone do smth wrong they muz push faults..
this and that also muz push...
most of da time also my fault...
from small till now...
com spoil, my fault, mouse spoil my fault..
mp3 lost, hp lost, my fault...
always been command de...
shu wei this shu wei that...
got tired...
so tired ans broke free last year...
started become rude..
to teaches, to mother and to sisters...
thinking that maybe being a little repellent would let them know iie grew up...
sure they did...
but i'm still treated as a nobody...
no one trust miie in anything...
yes...
iie cannot be trust when i'm small...
but hello?!?!?
i'm not small any more...
dun lock miie up and take all responsibilities away from miie....
iie am given nth!
iie hate my life...
iie hate being miie...
da harder euu push... da harder it bounce back...
isn't that so?...
welll
nvm bahx...
haiiz...
totally lost...

to live or die?
to turst or not?
to do or dun?
to be or not to be?

when iie tot that iie can finally be happy and smile da real smile...
things happen and da fake smile are force to be shown once more...
iie know iie might be thinking to much...
iie know iie am sensetive...
but wad can iie do?...
iie can't get rid of it...

maybe...
we realli shall end da fairytale and start a frenship tales instead...
wad do euu think?...
atleast da paiins and hurrts will stop a little...

plz gib miie a pain killer...
iie need it...
BADLY...

haiiz...
wad am iie writing...
this issh not wad iie wanna write...
wad am iie doing..
iie dunno wad i'm doing...
plz...
someone...
help miie out of here...
iie can no longer make up my mind or think carefully...

iie feel like saying "leave miie alone"
but iie dun wanna be alone any more...
iie wish someone would know and understand everything...
i'm scared... i'm lost... who... who can be there for miie?...
who is da person iie need now...
iie dunno...
iie realli dunno...
leave miie alone..
but iie dun wanna be alone any more...
plz...
iie feel like i'm going crazy...
my mind's all mix up...

HELP MIIE!!!!

1.20AM

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

Juz another day

Thursday, 21 June 2oo7

10.47pm

today woke up at 6am in da morning...
coz last nite slept early...
use com and blog wad happen ytd...
then later play NitendoDs, 'Chocobu tales'
play till da school calls miie for da dental check up...
wad da hell...
then afterward ChewPing called miie and said she has an appointment too..
wad da hell...
lolx...
so later meet cp and go together nor...
then after that went to her house and sit a while..
she get change and da rain starts poring...
wad da hell... cannot cycle again le...
so in da end went to GV and watch surf up...
cute sial da penguin~
wobble wobble wobble surf~
da babii de so cute~
iie wanna bring it home~...
hahax...
so watch 5pm de nor...
then come back juii 6pm plus le...
then later call Ansley...
then maple with hiimx in cassopia...
wanna find miie add ODarkStarO...
da O are o's not zero...
then lvled twice...
due to 2times exp...
then later hang up and continue mapling...
till we log out so iie called him back...
yan ting was in...
then later yan ting hang liao then about 2mins iie also hang le...
coz we nth to say...
lolx
then now blogging again?...
nth much to blog about today bahx...

then now chating with kian tart, chuck ye and huii yii in msn...
talk alot rubbish...
lolx!

11.12pm

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Fun and Enjoyment

6.13am

elloz...
iie wake up le...
lolx
early mahhx?...
hahax...
Ohaiyo kozaiimuz!

i'll strat from da CP part...

so iie got up and get ready
then called Chew Ping
she was slping...
so iie waited a while more then leave my house to go her house...
got to her house and chat with her a bit nia then Cheng Chin called...
she said "i tot euu all are meeting miie n kian tat later?..."
then ChewPing was like totally blured...
coz she wasn't inform...
so they used up 1 and a half hour to settle da confusion...
while iie used it to replenish some of my sleep...
then later 12.45 we set off to meet them at Yishun library...
waiting at da coffee shop beside of a library...
soon HuiYi came then ChengChin then Kian Tat...
Then we ordered mam mam to eat...
iie ate pork porridge...
ChewPing and Kian Tar ate ban mian...
iie and ChewPing each shared 1/3 with hui yii...
ChengChin at home ate le so neber eat...

Then after that we went library while ChewPing buy mam mam for hiis brother first...
We went to da library and tried to hide from Kian Tat...
Who know iie run abit and almost get an asthma attack...
So kept coughing and had a VERY difficult time breathing...
so went to da toilet and kept coughing and then vomited...
my lungs issh so weak that even breathing in cold air would almost make an attack...
being sick for 13days isn't good at all...
When iie finally got better, my whole face was red due to da coughing...
and also tears kept rolling down my face due to da difficulty in breathing...
along with da coughing...
so after that we juz sit by aside and rest a while...
but when chew png come back everyone was ki siao again...
lolx...
so many lame jokes were made...
and we still can laught like ki siao...
lolx...
okay...
maybe we were being rude a little...
lolx...

After that we went to da basket ball court near HuiiYii house...
It was filled with 10 guys...
including Benjamin Di...
long time no see hiim uhs...
but didn't realli go talk to hiim or smth...
coz iie didn't wear my spect and couldn't see hiim...
ran out of contacts mahx...
X_X
lolx..
so we were about to go somewhere else when they suddenly finished their game...
and was riding bicycle to buy drinks iie think...
but da funny thing issh they still needa shout meh?..
gave miie a shock sial...
lolx...
so we slowly walked back played BB nor...
played awhile nia then they come back...
then miie and cheng chin didn't notice and was like in our own little world...
iie kana bully by ChengChin...
she keep poking and beating my tummy~
it hurts~
lolx..
then we were like ki siao...
one poking one blocking...
lolx..
then later when we realise thouse guys were sitiing they looking at US...
my US issh meant all of us...
not miie n ChengChin nia...
so we decided not to play liao...
so iie wore back ChewPing de jaket and play...
her jacket so nice and warm~
lolx...
not like mine...
my jaket all grew small le...
lolx...
human do grow euu know...
lolx..
so as we walk away...
da guys keep shouting dunno wad thing modle de...
lolx...
maybe calling ChewPing narz...
she wearing shorts mahx...
hahax... pwee-ee-pwee!
or izzit ChengChin?...
lolx...
both chiio buu lahx~
so went buy drinks then walk back to ChewPing house...

Went ChewPing house watch GHOST SHOW!!!
wad da hell!!!
iie scared!
lolx...
but with so many ppl around iie brave liiaoz...
lolx!
coz both ChengChin and Huiiyii cling to miie sial...
both like more scared than miie...
so iie felt a bit responsible to like act more brave to them...
lolx!
opps...~
well so...
da show starts and then at exciting part iie scared them...
buwahahaha...
iie only like "BOO!"
then they "WAH!~"
hahax...
then a while more iie felt why my sleves wet wet de...
WAH! yuan liia issh huii yii cry liiao...
OMG!
iie over did it..
lolx...
so asked for tissue but my shirt still soaking wet....
lolx...
*Sayang narz huii yii~*
*bu pa mahx~ you wo zai... ^-^*
so later iie watch a scarier part...
then si chew ping scared miie...
lolx!
almost wanted to kill chewping like how da gals died in da show...
eye ball white and face green and skin cracking and droping mouth opened big big~
lolx...
scary...
iie was watching that part then she scared miie lurhx...
kill her larhhx...
lolx...
then as iie watch iie keep pushing Chengchin to kian tat there...
gib them romantic romantic a while~
lolx! opps~
watch till disk two nia ChengChin needa go home....
so miie, kian tat and huii yii send her home...
then we wait bus with huii yii...
and then miie and kian tat go eat dinner together...
we both ate "wan tan mian"...
then he called for root beer and iie called for a glass of lemon tea...
then da lemon tea was like plain water lor...
lang fei moii $!
humph! iie burn down da shop arrz!
hahax...
so end up with no water...
sob...
then later he walk miie home...
we chat alot though...
lolx..
lots of rubbish... XD
then he left after seeing miie to my house door...
iie knock my leg to da conner of da door neax...
my leg si bei pain...
argh! pain pain...
lolx...

Got home...
and no one's home...
so lonely...
sobx...
then called Chen Wee...
coz iie that morning before hanging iie promised to call de...
so iie called and no one picks up...
so iie go bath and then tried calling again...
no one picks up...
so iie waited...
then later he miss call back...
so iie called back nor...
then chat chat till iie off com and almost fell alp...
iie wonder when iie half aslp got mumble rubbish to hiimx mahx...
if got then die...
then soon hag up nor...
coz he watching tv iie dun wan distrub hiimx...
and iie also wanna slp mahx...
then hang up and iie fell aslp...
iie dream of our past man...
iie was like a sprite lyk tt...
looking at our past...
and was quietly crying in my dreams...
haiiz...
wad da hell...

then now wake up le nor...
lolx..
and blogging...

haiiz...
miie and chen wee loves each other...
iie dunno if we loves da past or da reality...
but iie know...
there's something different about us now...
haiiz...
he asked if iie can wait for hiimx 5years...
he needs time to finish his studies iie think...
people say true love can wait...
but that's rubbish...
love is love...
as iie say love are like plants...
and 爱不是说等就等的...
it's unpredictable...
iie am willing to...
but can iie?...
iie have totally lost confident in love...
haiiz...
besides da past chen wee de words....
iie dunno who else de words can truely let miie believe lurhx...

haiiz...

To: ZhiHao Kor Kor
thanks ZhiHao kor kor for always worrying about miie...
i'll cheer up and stay happy de~ realli... i've learn to kan kai yi dian le...
^-^ euu too wor~ cheer up uhs~ life still hab along way~

To: my PureDevil sistarz...
thank euu for always being there for miie...
cheering miie up and making a brighter day for miie...
iie love euu guys to death narz!
MuAcKx!!!^^

To: ChenWee
Glad to be able to talk to euu so happily like a close frens...
iie realli enjoy it...
and hope that we'll be able to chat lyk tt again in da future~
stay happi always~

Specially To: Gan Lao Gong Ansley
Thanks for always being there for miie~
U made my life more interesting and meaningful to live in...
Lubb euu to death nar Gan Lao Gong!!!
SMUACKX!!!^^

To: Samuel boii boii
Thank euu for always accompanying miie at nite when iie realli needed some attention...
Thank euu wor!

To: Loki
Thanks for being there for miie when iie was bored and lonely in da holi~
We might not become a couple but we do make great frens~
Frens always kayz? ^-^

7.33am

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

A little spark

9.12pm

iie saw da little spark in our relationship now...
but is this spark a real one or juz an illusion?...

last nite when iie online again around 2am plus...
iie saw ur msg...
euu apologize "gomeinea" to miie...
iie asked euu why and euu changed subject...
it's okay if euu dun feel lyk saying...
then we chat untill 4am plus...
euu ask miie call euu...
iie hesitated...
but still called euu in da end...
at first iie didn't know wad to said...
but somehow...
slowly...
we get out of da nervousness and manage to chat alot...
iie was kinda glad...
soon iie was tired so went to da bed ad lied down a while...
chat with euu...
and then later as euu know...
iie kept crying...
then later iie on da song 就是爱你
then euu listen to it till slp...
so iie held on to da phone and keep zhi bi with da phone...
lolx...
then da phone soon ran out of batt and auto off itself...
realli miss euu then...

so iie got ready and called CP...
she juz woke up...
so iie waited for a while more then go out and find CP nor...
then had alot fun with Cheng chin, Hui yi, ChewPing and kia tart...
lolx...today like siao zha bo...
play till siao le...
wanna know more about today?...
tml then iie up date bahx...
now lasy...
super tired...

9.20pm

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

trying to move forward...

START 4.45pm

this morning...
after sobbing for a few mins...
iie off da com...
and lied on my bed...
iie couldn't slp...
my brain was filled with da past...
knowing that it'll neber come back any more....
but missing it alot...
that chen wee that iie know then...
ilovehiimx...

suddenly out of no where...
for no reason...
iie said " dar dar..."
then stupidly start crying like hell again...
kept crying non stop...

then my mom came out of her room...
she haven sleep da whole night...
coz playing NitendoDS....
funny?... laught lurhx....

iie heard her come out of her room...
so iie force myself to stay quiet...
but tears keep coming out of my eyes, rolling down and dripping on my pillow...
iie felt bewi cold then...
iie miss hiis warm...
haiiz...

thinking that this bed...
he once lied in it before...
slping with miie...
cozily...
and this house who used to hab his presents...
and da dogs who miiss playing wiith hiimx...

iie still remember hiis first visit to my house...
my sister's ex bf was here too...
they went room and we stayed outside...
euu help miie update my online shop...
teach miie da quick way of uploading it...
and euu gave miie ur first kiss then...
and iie remembered euu told miie...
euu wouldn't leave miie...
and
euu dun wanna share ur kiss with anyone else anymore...
iie was realli touch then...

你每次都是那么的傻, 那么的可爱...
真是个可爱的大傻瓜...
持有你会那么的容易让我懂心...

[my Chinese not good... sorry if got mistakes...]

juz one question...
did iie rely on euu too much?...
to miie...
iie know clearly...
iie rely on euu alot alot alot...
where ever iie am...
iie would usually tell myself...
"iie want dar dar..."
and always look forward in meeting...
when ever i'm alone...
or am down...
or even crying like hell...
or even being with PDP...
u've always da first one to pop up in my mind...

but now iie finally get rid of that habit...
iie am now able to stand on my own....
always forcing myself not to cry...
and iie know i've learn alot after this..
but wad is it?...
iie dunno...
iie juz feel different...
like iie am no longer da miie iie use know any more...
iie changed for da sake of PDP...
iie changed for da sake of my family...
iie changed for da sake of euu...
and iie kept changing till iie no longer know who am iie...
i'm juz being lyk this...
for da sake of ppl around miie would like miie and enjoy being with miie...
and that they would able to laugh and stay happi....
and not being disappointed in thing and become sad or angry....
da only miie iie can be issh da one helping ppl out with ppl's xin shi...
and when i'm blogging....
and when iie am worried for one's health or safety de shi hou onli...
and when i'm home...
with my family...

why am iie saying so many non related rubbish...
iie muz be going out of my mind...

iie dunno wad else iie can say...
there's juz so much to say that iie couldn't remember any of it already...
haiiz...

END 5.42pm


START 6.39pm

i'm starting to manage to force myself to move on...
fast uhs?...
hahax...
well...

i've been thinking alot mahx...
these few days...
alot thoughts in my mind...
us in da past and us now...
maybe da mistake made in da begaining wad fated...
knowing that if we are still together things might become worst...
love can be strong and secure when both are together...
but when both are apart, love grows weaker...
like a plant without sunlight and water...
da plant is like da seed of love...
da sunlight issh their time they spent together...
water issh da love and happiness they shared...
and with their care...
da plant will grow and bloom beauitifully...

but if both of them hab no time to take care of da plant...
they'll start to forget about it...
and throw it aside...
and then ofcoz...
i'll died slowly...

but even so...
da happi memories will stay but da plant has died...
wad ever died can neber be revived...
no matter how much water and sunlight euu gibb it...
it'll not revived...
and when u start to miss da past...
it's too late...

END 7.05pm

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tears...

6.22am

listening to would euu be there...
looking at da memory slide show iie made...
crying...
can't stop thinking about da past...

but we hab to let go...
we muz let go...

it's about time things come to an end...

forever....

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imisshiimx

3.56am

elloz...
Today morning woke up 3pm...
Cheng chin called miie...
say wanna meet miie coz got two guy wanna say three words to miie...
actually issh say to her lahx...
she got alot guy jio sial...
lolx..
if intrested... do go my friendster find her...
jk jk...
later she know iie promoting her iie fly...
lolx..

Then iie prepare hao le...
then iie call her...
she replies...
"uhs? u call miie for?"
then iie was like =="
then iie asked " iie tot euu want come find miie?"
"er.... later then iie come over..."
iie was like "wad da hell?..."
well...
nvm bahx...

so then about 15 to 20 mins later...
"ding dong"
they finally come le...
lolx...
so went out with CC, hui yi, kia tart, chuck ye...
went eat my so called breadfast...
shared with hui yii...
chuck ye treat us drinks....
*thanks chuck ye*
then hui yii treat miie my bread fast...
coz we share...
O.o
wad da hell...
so un fair...
they dun let miie pay back...
then my $10 take go out for wad?...
hahax..
then later meet chew ping...
on da way buy da glass bottle de coke...
then later they went lirary dunno for wad...
then miie n kia tart drinking water so cannot go in...
so miie, chuck ye and kia tart stood outside...
chuck ye help miie drink some of da coke away...
if nt iie drink till tummy boom ba le...
then later continue drink nor...
so iie kpo kpo ask them...
euu both like cheng chin harz?...
chuck ye say "iie dunno about hiimx..."
then iie say "then euu leh?"
chuck ye "uhm!"[nood his head]
miie "then kia tart, euu leh?"
kia tart "huh? er... they come out liao..."
iie turn back then they came out le...
lolx
so fast...
then later left a bit more iie bei ta han le...
tummy wanna boom le...
so ask CP help miie finish it...
then she say "mei ban fa... who ask i'm ur sistarz..."
lolx...
want drink jui drink narz...
no nid so cute de rite?..
lolx..
ai si ni le lahx chew ping!

then later go near by Cheng chin de house de fitness conner play...
lolx..
they play like ki siao sial...
only chuck ye siian siian de...
wonder wad ChengChin told her on our way to da fitness conner...
lolx...
ChengChin also another cartoon one...
nvm...
dun tell euu all why...
then 6pm we all go home nor...

we wait for bus with hui yi and chuck ye...
coz they taking 804 home so iie peii them nor...
kia tart walking same way as miie by da way...
then later on bus come we say good bye then go off lurhx...
then later go buy another glass bottle of coke...
kia tart bought one too...
then iie open da cap for hiimx...
coz needa use da dunno wad thing to open...
kinda hard larhs...
siince iie use to iit le so neber mind larhs...
then he send miie home and later walk off himself lurhx...

reach home...
then later call Gan Lao Gong...
chit chat with him a few mins nia then en wei call in chat...
then late en wei hang up...
then iie hang up a few mins later...
due to we had nth to say...
lolx...

then later online, play game, chat...
then help boiboi samuel do his game de job promotion test
and chat with Chen Wee when he online jui nth much le...
tt's about it...


About Miie And ChenWee

iie thought alot le...
forget it...
i'm gibing up...
for miie...
and for chen wee...

he did tried to ask for patch three times...
but somehow we're still frens...
coz both of us are in a bewi hard to decide situation now...
he needa study...
and he's aiming for a good grade...
coming to yishun to find miie or spending time with miie will juz be a buden to hiimx...
we mustn't be selfish and only think for ourself...
as ppl say...
study important...
and he's concentrating on it now...
so iie shall not stop hiimx...
nor waste any of his precious time...
he shall hab all da time he hab to studies...
and chen wee...
euu got my full support...

he won't hab any time for miie due to his studies...
and iie know he thinks it's kinda unfair to miie...
coz i'm a person who seek for attention and time...
even though i'm not bewi sticky...
but when iie need someone...
iie realli needs hiis attention along with some of hiis time...
and not meeting or being together at all...
is a big down for couples...
especially when there's so much influence around us...
u'll neber know wad will happen...

iie hopes to be taken as an IMPORTANT person in ur life list...
but iie know clearly now it's impossible...
looking at da way euu react to miie...
and to others...
iie can clearly tells euu...
wad euu miss was not miie...
but da past that we had together...
and to tell euu da sad truth...
da past miie issh already dead...
it's as good as taking it a non exsisted miie...
better off taken as a dreams...
iie wish that miie would come back too...
but iie couldn't...
iie know that miie love euu more than anything in this world...
but now...
that miie has died...
died from loneliness...
and sadness...
drowned in regrets...

it's not like iie dun love euu any more...
juz that...
well...
it's hard to explain...
iie know u roughly can understands it bahx...
juz by reading this and feelings wad's inside...
u can understand de bahx...
rite?...

and iie can also say that...
last time that euu...
issh also dead already....
coz...
euu changed...
maybe not to other ppl...
but to miie only...
euu changed...
coz of wad happen...
euu changed...
and that pass euu...
is as good as being dead too...
those are out past...
da past us...
that we wants it back but are unable to...
guess it time we moved on....
even though i'm unwillingly moving on...
i'll still try to push myself de...

for us to be together now...
is hard...
there's a wall that has been build...
quitely, not being notice yet un willing...
but yeah...
it's builed...
and we're over and done with...
this wall...
can neber and will neber be broken down any more...
this wall...
is builded by our pains and sorrows...
and this is why...
we are neber gonna be able to be together again...

unless miracle happen....
unless we are able to stop loving each other...
and become frens...
and then like each other again...
but u know clearly...
once u love someone...
it will be hard for one to forget their love for that person...
especially after they stead and even break off when both are still in love!

haiiz...
so...

iie finally come down with this decision...
we shall not patch...
nor wait for each other any more...

let's end this disaster fairytale now...
and start a new begaining....

i'll miss alot of things for sure...
i'll miss da way we played in msn...
i'll miss da name chocolate and marshmallow...
i'll miss da " wei she mo"
i'll miss ur smile...
i'll miss ur voice...
i'll miss ur presence...
i'll miss ur warm...
overall...
i'll miss euu...
alot alot alot...

but there's no way we can turn back now...

if wei lai you yuan zai xiang jian bahx...



dying without being notice...


6.05am

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Hesitation

5.09am

Ohaiyo!
elloz guy...

17 June 2oo7, Sunday

this morning rather cold...
Super windy...
Not to mention cloudy...
Woke up around 4pm plus...
because someone married and their dunno wad ah bu neh neh song wake miie up...
so darn lound... ><
Online then chat with chen wee...
Was feeling rather happi...

i've been thinking alot...
iie would love to share it here...
but iie somehow forgot how to explain these feelings....

iie hab so much to talk about,
so much iie hab think about that i'll love to write it here...
but iie forgotten wad it is le...

haiiz...
bad luck and bad memory...
lolx..
lousy miie...
i'll blog it up next time when iie remember it...

after chating with chen wee,
iie remember iie gotta called Ansley...
so iie called him and chat with him abit...
he was on da bus on his way home then..
then chat a while jui hang le nor...
Then afterwards called back again...
lolx...
then yan ting was in da phone too...
chat bewi little...
then later she hung le we chat abit more...
then jui hang up le...
there's one part where iie find myself a bit stupid yet funny...

Ansley: gan lao po~
miie: gan lao gong~
Ansley: gan lao po~
miie: gan lao gong~
Ansley: bye bye
miie: hello
Ansley: bye bye
miie: hello
Ansley: hello
miie: hello
Ansley: hello
miie: hello
Ansley: hello
miie: bye bye
Ansley: hello
miie: hello
Ansley: wo ai ni
miie: ....w...wo~... a..aii~... n..nii~...
Ansley: wo ai ni
miie: wo ai ni....
Ansley: wo ai ni
miie: wo ai ni
Ansley: bye bye
miie: hello
Ansley: bye bye
miie: hello
Ansley: ni hen cute arz ni...

lolx...
iie found myslef stupid then he find miie cute...
he more cute nor
lolx...
but thanks Ansley...
for always being there for miie...
making my life more worth living in...

that goes to my sistarz too~
ChengChin
ChewPing
HuiYi

sistarz forever uhs~

afterwards...
iie chat online with Chen Wee, Loki and Ansley...
Chen Wee online a while nia then log out le...
iie rejected Loki today...
i'm sorry Loki...
but it juz can't work for us...

reasons?...
well...
truth issh..
iie love attentions...
iie dun like being push away or left alone...
iie need attentions...
lolx...
and this 1 week u've been mapling da whole day...
slp at 7pm and wake at 8am
then iie slp 7am wake up 4pm...
wake up le u mapling...
then like neber realli chat at all...
chat also lyk
"hi"
"wad eu doing"
"oh~ eu mapling"
"o... lvl le wor"
"gratz then"
"okay...hab fun mapling"
smth lyk tt lahx...
iie dun like being treated lyk nth...
even thought u dun mean it...
i'm sorry...
it juz won't work...
sorri for being so stright forward...

and please...
dun become cold blooded...
u should know clearly
HUMANS ARE WARM BLOODED
and WILL NEBER become cold blooded no matter wad euu do...
there will always be a time when emotions spreads...
so it's IMPOSIBLE for one to become cold blooded...

and please do be urself...
dun change urself any more...
so many years u've been living with fakes smile and misery...
aren't u tired?...
dun u wanna break free...
aren't Loki juz Loki no matter wad name euu change to?...
think posertive....
dun always be so nagative...
be who u'll love to be...
say wad euu wanna say...
do wad euu wanna do...
but ofcoz...
dun do stupid things that hurt ppl...
and watch wad u say sometimes...
not everyone can take da same joke...
maybe becoz ur parents divorce when u were young...
so u grew up looking at da bad side of life...
but u gotta try looking at da good side too euu know...
failure always comes with success as long as u try hard enough...
and always remember true frens are always there for euu...
no matter rain or shine...

iie know it easy said than done...
well...
think about it bahx...

Later on chat with ZhiHao kor...
he playing scion of fate so iie play also nor...
But keep lagging...
lolx..
then later suddenly internet sot..
restart com twice then can...

Then iie look at da time...
WAH! 5am le
so fast!
oh god!
haben call chen wee...
coz he ask miie 4am plus call him...
he went out with his poly fren go watch sun rise...
lolx...
his life sure issh fun...
not like mine...
so plain and emty and always da same old thing...
exspecially with this kind of mother...

so called him...
he was busy and ask miie call back later....
so hang up...
and decided not to call back le...

reason?...
he's busy and habing fun...
iie shall not distrub him any longer....
hope he have fun there~...
well...
no nid miie say also sure will de...
iie do envy him alot...
habing such fren then will be with hiimx no matter rain or shine...
like once frens always frens...
how iie wish iie were born in tempanises too...
da ppl there so frenly de...
haiiz...
not like yishun de...
exspecialy yishun de gals...
so sensetive...
bei ta han...
haiiz...
maybe if iie were neber born would be betta...
lolx
yeah...
tt's right...

hope iie was neber born!...
lolx...
but since this life issh given to miie...
iie thank god...
and i'll treasure this life and live this life to da fullest~

hummm..
sorry sometimes iie talk like always take a turn around de...
lolx...
coz iie am iie person who looks at posetive and da nagative...
it juz depends which one iie look at first...
lolx...

so now blogging and after blogging wanna off com and go slp liaoz...
today specail uhs...
early15min go slp...
lolx!
guaiiz uhs~

and i'll upload some photos from thursday de...
forgot to upload at da last post....
coz to many pic to upload le...
lolx..
take cares..
buaiiz...










6.45am

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

iloveyou

3.35am

elloz guys...
iie made a little something...
lolx...
hope Gan Lao Gong dun mind...
and i'm sorry if this hurts u...
or some other ppl out there...

here goes...






^-^
sowi neax...

iie dunno why iie made this for but iie juz feel like making that slide show...
after making it...
iie somehow feel like crying...
coz iie miss da past...
and so many sad feelings over come miie...
iie miss hiimx LOTS...
haiiz...

i'm so sorri to some of u out there if after reading this makes u all sad...
but iie realli can't help it...

exspecially...
after today...

he chat with miie today...
iie was slping yet i'm online mahx...
and he told miie he miss miie...
iie was realli glad...
but went iie saw da msg he was offline...
then afterwards after much thoughts...
iie reply him somethings...
then he suddenly reply miie back...
he was appearing offline for some reason...
then from then on we chat alot...

iie might wanna post wad we chat here...
but without his permission...
iie shall not post it...
coz somehow...
it's confidential...
sowi guys...

haiiz...
so confuse...
dying...


3.48am

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

BACK!

1.35am

elloz everyone...
i'm back...

WOOT!
lolx..
haiiz...
back but not in a good mood...
iie dunno wad happen to miie...
when iie come back from bintan and ready for bed last nite...
iie couldn't slp...
my mind was totally filled with HIMX!
Wad da hell...
Get off my head man...
haiiz...
hearts realli can't lie bahx...
haiiz...
HAIIZ!!!
die lahx...

Sunday, 10 June 2oo6


Woke up at 9.15 lyk tt...
Then Blog a and say iie leaving lor...
then late bath and get ready...
Reach da dunno where at 1.30 lyk tt...
ate a bread and ate my medi for da boat dizziness de...
then later went up da boat and fall a slp...
iie woke up 2hours later juz right for us to get off...
Da boat was dame shaky man...
but eating da medi make miie feel lyk i'm in da baby "yao la"
lolx...
tt's why slp lahx...
but sitting slp...
then wake up whole leg cramp! wad da hell...
lolx...
then got off and took bus to da Niwara Resort Hotel...
and then get our room and put our things in...
went to eat...
iie order da pasta and it was horrible...
si bei milky!
then iie also order da cream of mushroom soup...
WTH!
si bei salty...
some more come de shi hou black black de...
then we ask to change da soup...
then later when they gib us da new one...
da soup becom white white le...
=="
lolx...
so after that wen back room to change to swimming costume...
but didn't put sun block...
coz almost evening le...
then da sun nt so strong le...
iie went da ja-cu-zi [ai ya, dunno how to spell lah]
and relax there...
si bei song~...
lolx...
got bubble bubble de...
then da bubble keep blowing miie up to da surface of da water...
lolx...
my mummy, er jie and da jie went in too...
lolx..
then like enjoying ourself there lor...
after that we went back to da room and bath...
lolx..
iie bath with mummy together..
lolx...
neber bath together before..
coz iie scared mahx...
iie dui places where iie dunno bewi de sensetive de...
wo hui hen pa~...
unless got ppl pei wo lahx...
lolx..
then bath le we went Gaylong and eat mam mam...
lolx...
SG de Gaylang...
Bintan de Gaylong
one alphabet different nia...
lolx!
But iie didn't eat much...
coz wasn't feeling well da whole day...
before going for dinner got take a panadol but iie still feel bewi tired...
then later went back hotel and change and slp...
iie slp with my mom in one room on a king size bed...
WOOT!
si bei song...
lolx..
then iie hold my mama hand and slp together...

Monday. 11 June 2oo7

Morning woke up at 8am plus...
then change and go down to da restaurant and eat breadfast...
ate porridge and pancakes nia...
and honey dew~
lolx...
and tt's all...
then later we went to da little shop outside da restaurant and iie bought 4cats de handcraft art for PDP...
lolx...
and 3 handcraft dolphines..
one for loki...
another two for miie...
lolx...
then da shop got sell a keychain...
that issh in a bewi disgusting shape...
my uncle showed it to miie and iie went OMG!
lolx...
faints...
da guys da tt patten...
lolx..
faints rite?...

after tt we went back room change into swimming suit and went beach and swin...
WAH!
da sea water si bei clear!...
can see da fish some more...
but alot of dead corals...
but near da dead coral alot of fish...
got a big school of fish...
and little little fish that issh white colour and look like shark...
lolx..
but si bei tiny and it's a fish...

then da waves was nice...
iie wote alot of thing on da sand...
but cannot take da photo...
coz da camera wasn't in my possessions...
my da jie n er jie each have a cam...
da jie de issh her's de...
while er jie issh da one we shared...
but nvm then...
since they want it then they take it lor...
haiiz...
iie wrote" i Hearts u!" and his name below with my signature...
and my da biao mei backside itchy go write "EX BF" beside...
wad da hell...
heart ach...
lolx...
but it's ture any way...
then about 30cm away issh my biao mei write de "i hearts bintan!"
lolx...

then later we went back swimming pool there swim...
my uncle go catch hermit crab there sial..
lolx...
about 20+ of it...
lolx
and he also pick some emty shells and live corals... and da clap de shell...
he say they eat those...
O.o u kidding miie?...
lolx...
then later drizzling so we go to da umbralla there rest......
then it stops and we went to swim again...
then later it was heave down pour!!!
OMG!
but we still swim~
lolx!...
but about 5 min lyk tt then my uncle call us up and gave miie a towel...
coz it was dam cold..
then we went up and bath...
bath with my mom again lahx...
lolx..
then went Gaylong eat again...
iie ate more today...
then iie order da lemon tea ma chim lime tea...
si bei sour...
lolx...
then in da end shared with mummy n er jie...
then went waiting for bus to go back to hotel my aunt keep scaring miie about da ghost stuff...
iie almost cried...
lolx..
my mom say iie naughty so will scared of ghost...
lolx...
guess so bahx...
wo shi huai ren~...
lolx
then went back hotel and change and slp...
that nite around 3am iie had a bewi high fever...
iie wote up n iie touch mummy hand...
then she woke up and say why my hand so hot..
then she touch my forehead and say iie got fever...
she gave miie eat two panadol active then later iie keep sweating...
in air-con room also can sweat till so bad...
lolx!...

Tuesday, 12 June 2oo7

woke up around 8am plus again...
changed and went for breadfast...
mom bought some magnets for her frens...
then went up and pack bag and get read to check out...
left room at 1.15pm when we're suppose to check out at 12pm...
was running late...
then later waited for bus awhile...
bus haven come...
then my xiao biao mei wanna go pee pee...
so my aunt bring her to da toilet...
a few min after they left...
da bus came...
but they haben come back
so miie n my family go chop place for them first nor...
along with my da biao mei...
while my uncle go find them...
then we told da bus driver to wait a while...
so they did...
8 min gone and yet they were no where to be found...
then we like abit bit pai seh narz...
make so many ppl wait for us...
then in da end found them hidding in a conner...
lols...
called them come up by waving to them then they told us...
they came and wanna go up but da person ask them dun come up....
so they stood there waiting and wondering why so long da bus haven go...

so we set off to da jetty and took da ferry back to SG and took a cab and went home...
iie wad like slping on da boat again...
then slept on da cab and went home slept all da way till 10pm plus at nite
WAH~
long bach long bahx...
lolx
partly coz iie sick bahx...
then woke up...
hungry...
eat maggie mee...
ke lian rite?...

so later watch tv and online lor...
then 3am plus go slp...
cannot fall a slp...
then my brain keep popping up CW name...
can die...
wad da hell...
so iie bei ta han...
then iie woke up and use com...
then saw loki online so iie chat with him online...
then called him...
so he accompany miie till 7am plus then iie slp...


Wednesdy, 13 June 2oo7

forgot wad happen in da morning...

Cp called miie so iie called her back...
Then we chat chat abi bit...
iie told her da ghost story which my uncle n aunt told miie
it was a real one though...
happen to my biao ge family de...
wanna know then msn miie n ask miie~

then later called hui yi hp and confrence with my sistarz...
and decided to go out tml at 10am to go AMKHub...
meet at yishun mrt first...
then chat chat chat a while more jui hang up le...

Later on Yu hang force miie to call Gan Lao Gong...
lolx...
[to Yu Hang: bleahx~ =P]
so iie call lor...
Confrence with Yu hang, Yan Ting, Joanna
Then Yu Hang hen gu yii de lor...
lol...
he ask miie 2 funny question
Yu hang: "u miss chen wee more or..."
miie: "chen wee!"
Yu hang: "wah~ you no nid think one harz?"
miie: "er...."
Yu hang: "then u love chen wee more or ansl..."
miie: "chen wee"
Yu hang: "u lyk tt said Ansley will sad de leh"
Ansley: "...................."
miie: " ansley?..."
Ansley: "..................."
miie: "ansley???....."
Ansley: "................."
Yu hang: "see lah... ansley sad liao lahx... dun see him lyk tt... he always cry de"
miie: " faints... iie call back again"
so iie hung up and called back again...
miie: "ansley?..."
Ansley: "ya?..." [sound rather angry and abit sad...]
miie: " no zuo mo?"
Ansley: "mei you lah"[said bewi fast]
miie: "nii gai mahx?"
Ansley "mei you"[sounded sad...]
miie: "becoz of juz now?"
Ansley: "................."
miie: "shi bu shi?"
Ansley: ".........mei you lah......"
miie: "then ni zuo mo?... wei sher mer bu yao jian hua?"
Ansley: "mei you lah!"
miie: "then ni yao zhen yang?... zuo mo yi zhi bu yao jiang hua"
Ansley: "wo fang ni hui confrence okay...."
miie: "then deng yi xia ni you bu yao jiian hua..."
Ansley: "bu yao jing de... wo fang ni hui confrence"
miie: "bu ke yi... wei sher mer ni bu yao jiang hua?"
Ansley: "okayz~! fine! wo jiang hua okayz? happi?!?! nii happi liao mahx?!?! wo jiang hua jui shi le!"
miie: "...................."
Ansley: "gan lao po?......."
miie: "................"
Ansley: "wei....Gan Lao Po~"
miie: "..................."
Ansley: "ni zuo mo?"
miie: "................"
Ansley: "bu yao ku leh....."
miie: "sobbing softly"
Ansley: "bu yao ku leh... sorry lahx... dui bu qi..."
miie: "sobbing......."
Ansley: " hao lah... dui bu qi lahx... bu yao ku le... Gan Lao Po~... bu yao ku le..."
miie: sobbing "...u...uhm~...."
Ansley: " sorry lao po... bu yao ku le arz... wo fang ni hui confrence...okay?"
miie: sobbing "...u..uhm..."

well...
he was so scary then...
ii'm a person who issh scared of ppl being angry or sad de...
wo zhen de hui hen pa...
coz iie would love it that ppl around miie stays happy...
so i'm bewi scared when ppl become unhappy...
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Thursday, 14 June 2oo7

Today neax...
gotta meet my sistarz in da morning at 10am de...
but iie woke up late...
due to late nite phone call...
=x
well...
nvm about it...
met them around 11am instead...
then went AMKHub...
walk around and look around...
bought a pink star keychain...
wanted purple de...
but nvm thinks it suits Chen Ping more...
so took pink...
later will upload de photos...

then later walk till siianz le...
so decided to go Lot1 walk walk...
went there and walk...

upon reaching da excolator to da dunno 4th or 5th floor de shi hou...
suay suay saw Yu Hang n his GF Si Xian...
then iie was like...
wad da hell...
then si bei pai seh...
then so ma lu..
dun dare face him...
see him nia cover my face....
then pai seh till went wrong toilet...
miie n Cheng chin walk so fast till we walk into da boiis toilet...
saw da boi boi de pee pee de cubical then was like " OMG! WRONG SIDE!"
then we rush out quickily...
heng no one inside sial..
then miie n my sistarz keep on laughting and laughting...
so we went in da gal toilet instead...
but like saw so many little bitches inside staring at us like wanna eat us up lyk tt...
they seems much more younger then us...
but super scary...
lolx...
all stand there..
put make up put make up...
wad da hell...
faints...
so we went in a while be ta han liao then come out...
then wanna take neo print but cp dun want then she keep running around...
when she went up to da theater floor...
we follow her up...
then suay suay saw yu hang n his gf again...
wad da hell...
so iie went "OMG! and cover my face..."
lolx...
dunno why iie lyk tt also...
but iie was si bei pai seh...
lolx...
iie know it's stupid...
but iie can't help it...
lolx...
maybe... i AM stupid~
lolx...
then later neber see them liaoz...
so we went to eat lunch...
bought chicken rich but manage to eat 1/5 of it only...
coz wasn't feeling well...
so no appetite...
then manage to take neo prints afterwards...
yay~!!!
happi happi...
lolx...
then later Kia Tart come le lor...
so we went walk walk around with him...
he was like da only boii
then we went to da makan place as he said he haven had his breadfast or lunch...
but he didn't eat in da end...
oh well...
we did had alot of fun there...
we keep talking craps till we laught like wad lyk tt...
lol
siao rite...
iie somehow starting to feel much more happier than last time...
lolx...
maybe time realli heals all wounds...
but this wounds isn't at all completely healed...
well...
it's okayz...

so after wards went arcade...
play da basketball thingy...
it wad super fun!
then later cheng chin play da catch da soft toy de thingy...
she told miie that a few guys who wanna jio her went arcade spent alot $ juz to catch a soft toy for her...
so sweet~
cheng chin da mei nu uhs~...
so many ppl jio~
=P

then afterwards go walk walk again and went home at 4pm...
so iie wad dead sick...
and couldn't take it any more...
so they along with kia tart send miie home first...
thanks guys~
u're da best~...
lubb ya gals~
SMUACKX!

then went home...
called loki a while then he went to slp...
coz he at nite neber slp...
then iie also tired le so iie went to slp also...
went iie woke up iie went online...
then later called Ansley again...
forgot wad we talk about le...
then later mom keep scolding so gootta hang up...
played scion of fate...
waited for Loki to online...
then when wanna blog...
internet sot...
stupid rite...
so later offline then went to eat maggie mee...
lolx..
coz hungry...
my second meal of da day...
lolx...
then afterwards went slp...

Firday, 15 June 2oo7

Today bewi unlucky...
wake up and wanna use com...
internet sot...
so whole day no internet...
si bei bored...
was like half dead...
bored to death...

then later at nite when iie fanilly online, yan ting ask miie call ansley...
so iie did...
talk abit more then usual...
when Joanna talking to yan ting, Ansley keep putting us in privert...
he bewi tired le still dun want slp...
like see ppl so tired then dun wan slp like wei ta men xing tong...
lolx...
so keep asking him go slp nor...
then later we in confrence de shi hou got a while evetyone neber talk..
maybe everyone's juz simply tired...
so iie ask them are they tired and then ask them go slp nor...
coz iie am a nite owl de mahx....
so usually dun slp early de...
so i'm okay with it de...
then later joanna and yan ting hang up le Asnley say he wanna talk to miie a while more...
so iie let him be nor....
but still told him if he's realli tired muz go slp...
coz see ppl tired aee xim tia...
lolx...
then about 5min later he bey ta han so he went to slp le nor...
and i'm here now... completing my blogging...
lolx...

at last done~....







our luggages!
alot bahx~ [=
my second sis and my mom...
iie fcking love them!
SMUACKX!
da ferry we took to and from Bintan...
a random photos
my aunt, uncle, da biao mei and xiao biao mei...
my uncle look like a bad guy..
but he's acturally a bewi kind and gental person!
my er jie n da jie hotel room...
miie n my mom's hotel room...
see miie sitting there?...
want a better look?...
there... a closer look...
lolx...
emo emo~


da dressing table...
a random photo taken on my way to my hotel room de shi hou...
iguana?...
iie saw it swimming in da pool with miie!!!
lolx... and my mom mistook it for a snake...
lolx!
cute!
my second sis in da pool...
sexy uhs...
wanna jio her?..
dun think about it... =P
my da jie acting cute...
*volmite*
my sisters...
both chio rite..
lolx...
not like miie...
=x


da nite view...
sweet?...
totally~
at Gaylong...
walking towards it's restaurant...
Gaylong is juz a place name for a restaurant on water de...
it's like it build a brigde and like a bewi big restaurant on water lahx...
lolx...
da floor are all wood...
da next day we went to da beach...
da sky doesn't look good...
my er jie... si bei relax uhs...
my da jie... eee...
puke...
hahax...
can u spot da fish?...
my er jie...
we on da ferry on our way back to SG
on da ferry de shi hou...
pass by this little island...
if kana trap there how?...
3 meals coconut...
lolx!

on da ferry de shi hou saw da sky so nice~
so took a photo of it...
ofcoz not iie take...
issh my sis...
coz iie slpy lyk pig...


THE END!!!

7.22pm

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